Friday, November 1, 2024

"The Lost Rose" by Victoria Lynn

About this book:

  “Years have passed, the world has changed, and loss has punctuated the lives of the Eliran people.
    A royal disaster, a changing country, and political alliances faltering at every turn, the land of Elira is struggling to maintain its borders, its perseverance… and it’s hope.
    A knight on a quest, a lost princess, an evil foreign ruler, and a secret of epic proportions will change the face - and the future - of Elira forever.”


Series: Book #3 in “The Chronicles of Elira” series. Review of Book #1 Here! and Book #2 Here! (Best to read the books in order.)


Spiritual Content- Many, many Scriptures are quoted, remembered, mentioned, thought about, & discussed; Many, many prayers (including it being said that characters are praying in tongues (not written) and with incoherent words) & Thanking God; Worshiping & Hymns/songs of worship; Many talks about God, Jesus Christ, the Holy Spirit, trusting in Him, Him always being with us, having hope, & witnessing; ‘H’s are capital when referring to God and Jesus; God speaks to the main characters (usually Scriptures changed to be as if God was saying it to them); Feeling peace from & the nearness of God; Taking communion together with a group; Rosalie was told that no matter what happened to her, the Lord’s words would always comfort her & has many Scriptures memorized; In his time of grief, Elgon asks God why something happened and what did he do wrong (a Scripture comes to mind at this); Elgon feels a sickening ache at the thought of going against an order from God (so he does not go against it); Many, many mentions of God, Jesus Christ, the Holy Spirit, trusting in Him, having and holding onto hope, & having peace; Many mentions of prayers, praying, answered prayers, praying in tongues and in “words [the character] didn’t even know”, thanking God, & praising God; Mentions of witnessing & bringing Christ to other lands; Mentions of those & events in the Bible; Mentions of hymns & singing Scriptures; Mentions of Heaven (including being given a perfect body and soul & spending every second in worshiping the King of kings); Mentions of others being attuned to the spirit realm (including by prophetic dreams); Mentions of miracles; A few mentions of angels; A few mentions of blessings; A mention of fasting; A mention of someone having God-given magic (her talent for healing and helping others, not actual magic);
             *Note: Religious phrases are said such as: “Mój boże.” is said once by a side character, a ‘God alive’, a ‘for the King’s sake’, a ‘for heaven’s sake’, a ‘law’ (exclamation), a ‘merciful heavens’, two ‘saints alive’, and two ‘sakes alive’; A person is said to have been “damned” to a life imprisonment; A man is called a demon; *Spoiler* Malcolm runs fast as if he’s flying after meeting someone that is implied to be an angel *End of Spoiler*; Rosalie thinks that to truly know someone is to “know the depths of the evil inside” of the person and is concerned if others will see evil in her; Elgon feels the weight of his crown with the monarchs of past “hanging about the metal circlet like ghosts crowded around their past lives”; Rumors about Rosalie being a witch (locked in a tower) were spread & Malcolm uses it to their advantage (such as threatening that she’ll put a spell on the person of he talks about seeing her; This is done for her safety and Malcolm asks God to forgive him); When thinking about a certain forest that has rumors of ghosts and demons, Malcolm doesn’t doubt that there are demons as they use peoples’ fear against them and adds that “lands carried the sins of those that made them, and when allowed to stay, the evil was given a right to what should never have been under its authority in the first place”(but he notes he has a weapon that would defeat such spirits); Rosalie doesn’t believe in ghosts, but does wonder if there’s something that will harm them in a forest; Mentions of the devil & the enemy; Mentions of hell (Christ saving us from eternal hell, a battle being referred to as “the very gates of hell”, there being “hell to pay” if something happens, all hell breaking loose, “holding back hell” with a battle, someone taking in the “very depths of hell” to get someone back, Rosalie’s prison being referred to as “the hell” she had left twice, a literal mention of hell (the place), & the “hell” of someone’s injuries being his penance); Mentions of mountains and a forest that seem “otherworldly” and that is rumored to have “cursed/evil spirits”, ghosts, or “demons of the past” (the latter adds those demons are “witches and devils and the bodies of those [the king] had defeated who had been too cursed to pass into the heavenly realm”) lurking in them (someone else says that the people in that country believe in “witches, spirits and seances with ghosts” in the forest, but she and her group know there is only one Spirit, the Holy Spirit who is “more powerful than anything than they will ever give Him credit for”); Mentions of a superstitious country and the people there living in fear of a spiritual battle that may not exist because of the lack of knowledge about Christ; Mentions of rumored witches & them casting a spell on others (including rumors about Rosalie & an elderly woman that the villagers call a witch but is not one); Mentions of the ghosts of someone’s past; Mentions of evil (including evil people and their evil actions); A couple mentions of unseen force of darkness being felt; A couple mentions of bad memories being like ghosts trying to hunt someone down; A couple mentions of past demons (in someone’s life); A mention of “ungodly” voices in a forest; A mention of a “god forsaken” land; A mention of something not being written by God in the stars; A mention of hellfire befalling someone; A mention of an evil man being called a demon; A mention of a legend about the “king of the dark realm” mining a place and creating a castle; A mention of musicians casting a “spell” on their listeners; A mention of something calling to someone like a siren; A mention of a rabbit’s foot (to keep a plague away; not sincerely believed in and called witchcraft); A mention of a witches brew.
 

Negative Content- Minor cussing including: a ‘blasted’, a cut-off “bit him on the a—“, a cut-off “horse—“, an ‘idiot’, a ‘shift it’, two ‘stupid’s, and five ‘shut up’s; Mentions of curses (said, but not written including by Malcolm); A bit of eye rolling; Good characters lie to the enemy for the sake of their or others’ safety; Almost falling off a cliff, a cave-in, Fighting/Attacking, Shooting arrows, Being shot/shot at, Being slapped, Being kicked, Being captured/tied-up, Being sick, Pain, Injuries, Blisters, Blood/Bleeding, Passing out, & Throwing up (up to semi-detailed); *Spoiler* A main character loses a limb, up to border-line barely-above-not-detailed // semi-detailed *End of Spoiler*; Grief & Heartbreak/Pain (up to semi-detailed); Recalling fighting, battles, pain, injuries, blood/bleeding, & throwing up (up to semi-detailed); Seeing someone with a slit throat & not being able to be saved (border-line barely-above-not-detailed // semi-detailed); Seeing fighting, battles, someone held at knife-point, others injured and bleeding/blood, & bodies (up to semi-detailed); Seeing the death of a pony (falling off a cliff and crying over it) & a horse being shot by an arrow (border-line barely-above-not-detailed // semi-detailed); A villain slaps his son (in his point of view, up to semi-detailed); Rosalie recalls her childhood days of pain and abuse (barely-above-not-detailed); Malcolm is tempted to kill someone and call it self-defense (though it would be unprovoked and an enemy); Both Rosalie & Malcolm have a hot toddy to get warm; During communion, Malcolm has a sip of the wine (unsaid if Rosalie does); Later, Malcom is given wine to drink for his injuries; Malcolm acts drunk to get by some guards; Elgon doesn’t care for wine after losing his memory (Book #1) and being unable to control his own mind; *Spoilers* When Elgon found out that Violet (who was pregnant) was captured by enemy forces, he grieves hard but holds onto hope for the majority of the book and years she is missing; As the years pass by, many others believe that she is gone, but he continues to hold onto the hope that she and their child are alive; *Bigger Spoilers* Towards the end of the book and in the last few years, he gets the feeling that Violet is no longer alive and is heartbroken *End of Spoilers*; Rosalie grieves someone she believe has died & also what could have been (had she not be taken from her parents); Many, many mentions of wars, battles, fighting, being under attack, weapons, deaths, & bodies (up to semi-detailed); Many mentions of slavery, slaves, slave traders, being held captive, hostages, prison-like places, & abuse; Many mentions of fevers/illnesses, injuries, pain, blood/bleeding, & losing limbs (up to semi-detailed); Mentions of villages being ransacked/raided, stealing, & deaths; Mentions of plagues & deaths; Mentions of poisons & deaths/murders; Mentions of deaths, grieving (including of missing loved ones), & widows and orphans;  Mentions of people willing to lay down their lives for others or their country (including for Rosalie); Mentions of guards roughing Rosalie around (& getting in trouble for it as they’re not supposed to harm her); Mentions of possible injuries (up to semi-detailed); Mentions of throwing up; Mentions of alcohol, drinking (including for injuries and to stay warm), & drunks; Mentions of gossip & rumors; Mentions of lies, lying, & liars; Mentions of nightmares (including ones of Rosalie waking up that she is going to be held captive again by an enemy); Mentions of tattoos (including by a group of good people to recognize others in their group; looked upon positively); Mentions of hunting & traps; A few mentions of starving children; A few mentions of hatred; A couple mentions of torture; A couple mentions of threatening to slit someone’s throat (a hostage); A couple mentions of burns/scars; A couple mentions of jealousy; A mention of a fire sacrifice; A mention of gambling; A mention of wolves attacking shepherds and their flock; A mention of a place smelling like a chamber pot;
             *Note: Rosalie recalls the feeling of being held captive & struggles to breath when thinking about it and possibly being held captive again at times; Both Rosalie and Malcom have a negative voice telling them lies (including Rosalie not understand why others believe her to be worth a great sacrifice on their parts); Malcolm feels like a failure and has guilt over not being able to protect someone & at one point, thinks he deserves to die; Malcolm doesn’t want to get married or have children because he was seen others grieve and doesn’t want to be the reason someone has a lifetime of sorrow.
 
 
Sexual Content- A hand kiss and seven kisses by married couples (most barely-above-not-detailed with one being borderline to semi-detailed); A few touches, embraces, nearness, & smelling between a married couple (borderline barely-above-not-detailed // semi-detailed); Rosalie expects that the king’s plan for her is to join his courtesans (which she adds that those women are “nice enough” but that they have to live their lives pleasing the king and she hopes there’s more for her life than that); The king wants Rosalie brought to him on her fifteenth birthday & she didn’t understand as a child, but started to understand as a teen when he would visit her more frequently with a look that brought her “fear and confusion” (*Spoiler* Towards the end, it’s revealed that he plans for her to marry his son and bare him a child which will allow him to be in control of more countries *End of Spoiler*); A guard grabs Rosalie’s face and says she’s becoming pretty (she demands he let her go and he slaps her; it’s said that other guards that tried to touch her were never heard from again as she is the king’s); Mentions of girls being rescued from another country (implied human trafficking and/or prostitution) & a bordello (added that the young women were rescued from a place they were in against their wills and “made to do things that no human being should ever have to do outside of their own wishes or desires”); Mentions of married couples kissing & their kisses (barely-above-not-detailed); A couple mentions of blushes; A mention of a woman (who is hinted to have been abused by men) shuddering when innocently touched by a man; A mention of a flirtatious grin;
             *Note: A mention of a mother nursing her baby.
 
-Rosalie
-Malcum
-Elgon
                                P.O.V. switches between them & others  
                                                        602 pages
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My personal Rating- 
I have so many emotions and I don’t know where to start. When I first began this book, I was eager to find out what’s happened to these characters in the last fourteen years, but also very nervous as well. Which was totally fair and reasonable because ahhh! So much has happened and not all of it is good. My heart is ripped out of my chest a bit, I won’t lie over that ending, but I’m holding onto hope that we’ll see certain characters again in the next book.
 
Speaking of hope. The faith content in this book was absolutely lovely and so incredibly encouraging to read. The messaging of hanging onto hope and fully trusting on God is something I so needed to read and it touched my heart in more ways than one. The faiths, prayers, Scriptures, and living fully for the Lord is such a prevalent part of this book and is truly the backbone of the plot in such a brilliant way. 
 
To my fellow fans of the prior two books: Brace yourself. That’s all I can say without giving spoilers, but know that as I say those two words about twenty different emotions flashed on my face and tears welled up in my eyes. Brace yourself. 
 
I had goosebumps at the prologue and was kept in suspense the entire book, waiting on two important scenes to happen. Like I said above, my heart is slightly battered after reading everything that these characters have gone through in the last fourteen years since the first book and then also in just the current-day setting of this book. So many scenes played out in my head like a movie, which not every book does that for me. I think that’s why this book flew by despite being 600+ pages long—and probably because I was desperate for reunion scenes. 
 
Rosalie was a dear girl and has been through so much in her fourteen years. While I’m never quite sure what to think about characters in books getting older and reading about their children, I could see so much of her parents in her and that truly endeared her to me. Her faith, courage, and outlook on life was all so similar to Violet and Elgon, my heart was warmed by it. Also seeing her open up to Malcom and him to her was precious. The protector/uncle storyline was so well-done and such an important part of this book that I immensely enjoyed. 
 
I needed book four yesterday when I started this book, haha. If anyone needs me, I’m going to be cuddled with an emotional-support, fluffy blanket and a cup of tea until it releases. I’m only slightly kidding as I type that. Only slightly. I’ll just be here, waiting and holding onto hope for a certain reunion scene. (Please, dear author, please.)

 

 

 

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*BFCG may (Read the review to see) recommend this book by this author. It does not mean I recommend all the books by this author.

*I received this book for free from the Author for this honest review and endorsement.

Friday, September 27, 2024

"Sweet Cranberries" by Sherry Kyle

About this book:

  “A heartwarming story about accepting others, celebrating community, and the rush of falling in love in autumn.
    Amanda Richards moves to the island of Nantucket to take over the Blue Crab Café that her aunt and uncle have successfully run for forty years. Hoping to prove her worth to a somewhat skeptical community, she volunteers to organize the annual Cranberry Festival at the Milestone Cranberry Bog. When a handsome electrician and other residents of the island step up to help with the festival, she must discern whether they really have her best interests at heart.
    Tyler Adams, owner of Adams Electric, is having a hard time accepting the news that the Blue Crab Café has been sold and the former owner is moving away—a man who’s been a father figure to Tyler since his dad’s death two years ago. When Amanda, the new owner, steps up to head up the Cranberry Festival planning committee, he volunteers to help her and quickly falls for the newest member of the community. The only thing he hadn’t planned on was his ex-fiancée returning to town with her sights set on winning him back.”


Series: Book #2 in the “Love in Every Season” series, but seems to not be connected to any other book.


Spiritual Content- Proverbs 27:17 at the dedication; Prayers; ’H’s are not capital when referring to God; Amanda feels as if an “unseen force” is prompting her to do something; Mentions of God & Him being our Father; Mentions of prayers, praying, blessings over food, & thanking God; A couple mentions of God-given talents; A couple mentions of a divine appointment; A mention of a Bible study;
             *Note: ‘For heaven’s sakes’ is said once; A mention of a house being like Heaven. 
 

Negative Content- Minor cussing including: a ‘shoot’ and a ‘shut up’; Some sarcasm & eye rolling; Tyler says a white lie and thinks that he will ask God for forgiveness about it later; Mentions of the death of Tyler’s dad (heart attack), grief, & how hard it was on him and his mom; Mentions of rumors & gossip; A couple mentions of a wife leaving her husband and infant son; A couple mentions of a son walking out of his dad’s life; A couple mentions of a manipulative person; A mention of spiking a drink;
             *Note: Mentions of a canceled wedding (due to the man making a big decision without the input of his soon-to-be wife; Amanda suggests they try premarital counseling or therapy; *Spoiler* They apparently talk things through, and the wedding is back on by the end of the book *End of Spoiler*); Mentions of car brands; A couple mentions of brand names (KitchenAid & Converse shoes); A couple mentions of Girl Scouts; A mention of YouTube.
 
 
Sexual Content- a cheek kiss and two semi-detailed kisses, Touches, Embraces, Nearness, & Smelling (barely-above-not-detailed); Wanting to touch & hold hands (barely-above-not-detailed); Blushes; Noticing (barely-above-not-detailed); Shortly after meeting, Tyler asks Amanda out on a date in hopes of becoming more just than friends, but Amanda asks him if it has to do with his ex-fiancée coming back to town (he admits it does, but does like Amanda; Amanda would prefer to date him after he’s moved on from his ex, but he thinks he has); Because of a storm, Amanda has to stay the night at Tyler’s and they both sleep in the living room (her on the couch and him on the floor; They try to keep others from finding out she stayed the night at his place as they don’t want rumors to start); Mentions of kisses & kissing; Mentions of dates, dating, boyfriends/girlfriends, break-ups, & broken hearts; Mentions of jealousy; Mentions of cute girls & handsome guys; A few mentions of attraction; A couple mentions of flirting; A mention of men-crazy women; Love, falling in love, & the emotions;
             *Note: Amanda has always been close to her mom, but her mom has recently started to make comments to Amanda about getting married soon and “hounding” her about it (which bothers Amanda as she’s not in a hurry to get married, thinks that “you’d think it was Mom’s biological clock it was ticking”, and raises her voice towards her mom a couple of times; *Spoiler* About half-way, she realizes that it’s because her mom cares about her and feels “well-deserved guilt” and looks at her mom with “a new warmth”; At the end, her mom apologies for putting pressure on her and says she wants Amanda to be happy “with or without a man” *End of Spoiler*).
 
-Amanda Richards, age 30
-Tyler Adams
                                P.O.V. switches between them 
                                                        150 pages


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My personal Rating- 

Very cheesy Hallmark-ish plot, but had it’s cute parts. It’s a speed run of a plot but it was a bite-sized story being a novella of only 150 pages anyway, so that’s to be expected. As an organization lover, I did really like the parts of Amanda organizing the cranberry festival. ;) 

 

I didn’t quite believe they were in their thirties, but I was impressed that the main characters were pretty open with the other and communicated decently well for a contemporary romance book. They definitely had their moments of stupid choices and some drama there towards the end, but it all worked out. The faith content was very light and so was the romance elements in the touchy-feely-noticing category, which I appreciated latter for sure.  Overall, it was pretty cute and a good short, fall-themed read!

 

 

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*BFCG may (Read the review to see) recommend this book by this author. It does not mean I recommend all the books by this author.


Monday, September 23, 2024

"The Hunt for Fang" by Amanda Cleary Eastep

About this book:

  “Jack and his friends learn some survival skills at the church’s summer camp. They’ll need them! Determined to find Ruthie’s lost cat and protect Jack’s new puppy from Fang, the local wildlife, the kids head deep into the woods. Just when they think they’ve cornered the “enemy,” the kids realize someone has gone missing. Is Fang up to no good? Or will faith and friendship be enough to see the kids make it out alive?”


Series: Book #2 in the “Tree Street Kids” series. Review of Book #1, Here!


Spiritual Content- Scriptures are read, quoted, mentioned, thought over, & used in lessons/sermons; Prayers & Thanking God (including Jack praying about having a dog and later finishing his prayer outside of church, hoping that “God would hear it just as well”); Church going, VBS going, & sermons/lessons; Talks about God & His creation; 'H's are capital when referring to God but not in the Scripture version used; Mentions of God, Jesus; Mentions of prayers, praying, answered prayers, & thanking God; Mentions of Bibles & family devotions; Mentions of churches, church going, pastors, sermons, hymns/songs, services, worship service, & youth group (including her grandma sneaking caramels to Midge to keep her quiet during church); Mentions of VBS; A few mentions of memorizing Scripture (a friend of Jack’s has “memorized, like, half of the Bible” and adds that he has memorized “Jesus wept.”; This is comforting to another friend who seems uncomfortable going to VBS); A couple mentions of WWJD; A mention of a Christian; 
             *Note: Jack and his family live next to a cemetery and Jack knows that there’s no such things as ghosts (his sister comments about watching to catch a ghost and keep it since their mom said no to having a dog); Jack’s dad teases him about having a magic wand; The American Indian legend/story of “How the Coyote Brought Fire to the People” is told at VBS; A boy calls his mother “Mothership” as her code name over walk-talkies (twice); Mentions of ghosts; A mention of a boy beating on his chest “like a caveman”.
 

Negative Content- Minor cussing including: a ‘duh’, a ‘fish sticks’ (said by Midge when disappointed), an ‘oh my gosh’, an ‘up in someone’s grill’ (said to a bully who is getting in another’s face), a ‘what the heck’, two ‘dumb’, two ‘sheesh’s, and two forms of ‘wimp’; A bit of sarcasm & sass; Pain, Injuries, & Blood/Bleeding (up to semi-detailed); Four close-calls with a coyote (nothing happens besides scaring the main characters); Jack meets the “Tree Street Kids’ enemy number one” which is a boy who calls them “nerds”, is overall mean to and picks on them, & is territorial about the park and woods (when he squeezes a frog too hard, Midge punches him in the stomach as that was advice from her grandma when someone picks on her, but Midge is grounded for doing that); As the bully continues to taunt and make comments towards Jack, he wants to show up the bully and win a competition; Jack thinks that the bully would be more interested in earning a badge in cannibalism than the “Super Steward” badge they’ve been earning at VBS; After Ruthie’s cat goes missing, Jack and the group (minus Midge as this is a mission for big kids) go into the woods to find the cat and hunt down the coyote (we see Ruthie very upset and crying; Jack is concerned that they will be unable to save the cat; Ruthie wants them to kill the coyote and wants vengeance, but another one of the group says that technically they can’t kill anything in a forest preserve; One of the boys is distressed when they go off the trails because his parents said he can’t do that until he’s twelve; *Spoilers* Jack’s dog runs away chasing a scent and when Jack goes after him, the dog falls down a ravine & Jack has the others lower him down to rescue the dog; Jack knows that if the dog rolls down the edge, it could kill him; When they leave the woods, Jack realizes that Midge was following them and goes back to find her by himself; They find each other but have to sleep in the woods and are found but adults the next day *End of Spoilers*); Jack and his little sister, Midge, go outside in the middle of the night to find out what a noise is through the cemetery (without telling their parents and Jack realizes that if something happened to his sister, he would be grounded for life; Their parents are awake when they go into the house and they are given a talk that they no longer live in the country and can’t run off like that); Jack recalls the dog they had that passed away (implied due to old age); Jack finds a dog in a cornfield and wants to keep it, but his grandfather tries to find the owner (*Spoiler* At the end, the owner comes and Jack is sad that he might take Arrow back and will really miss him, but after seeing how much Jack loves the dog, the man decides to let Jack keep him *End of Spoilers*); *Spoiler about missing cat* At the very end of the book, they find Ruthie’s cat in the bomb shelter and that she’s had kittens; She keeps the only female kitten so that the mother and daughter cats can be together (a nod to her mother no longer being in the picture) *End of Spoiler*; Mentions of a bomb shelter (Book #1); Mentions of hitting someone & being picked on (by a bully); Mentions of bullies; Mentions of being grounded; Mentions of coyotes killing and eating pets including puppies (Midge says it’s not the coyote’s fault if people leave “delicious-looking wiener dogs in the yard”); Mentions of a possibly sick cat & not having money to take her to a vet (the friend/girl cries and the friend group does a collection between them for a vet appointment); Mentions of rabies & rabies shots (Jack’s mom warns them about how painful it is and how long the needle is to keep them away from coyotes or other animals with rabies); A few mentions of prisoner of war (pretend); A few mentions of cheating (a bully cheats and Jack is glad to have beaten him despite his cheating); A few mentions of a friend’s mom leaving her family (Midge asks the girl if her mom got lost, but all the girl does is shrug); A few mentions of using the bathroom outside; A few mentions of a boy planning to feed a frog to his pet snake (he also squeezes it hard which causes Midge to punch him); A couple mentions of jail; A couple mentions of bullies at school (who looks like they might eat you); A couple mentions of a youth pastor having a tattoo; A mention of a possible war with Russia (what people were concerned about in the 1960s); A mention of throwing up; A mention of packs of wild dogs snatching chickens on a farm; A mention of a dog bring his owners a mouse or mole; A mention of a dead butterfly (that Midge is studying for scientific research); 
             *Note: Jack’s father only comes home on weekends due to his work; Jack rigged a “Foolproof Anti-Sister Room Alarm” in his room (that ends up not being foolproof and he plans to fix it); A youth pastor tells the kids they can call him by his first name (which Jack has never done before without putting a Mr. or Miss in front of it); There are a few book recommendations throughout the book & mentioned (‘The Edge of the World’ by Shel Silverstein, ‘Because of Winn-Dixie’ by Kate DiCamillo, ‘White Fang’ by Jack London, and ‘Call of the Wild’ by Jack London; Another book that is quoted from and mentioned, but not given as a recommended is ‘Hatcher’ by Gary Paulsen); Mentions of brand names & pop culture references (Nickelodeon Time Blaster clock, LEGO, Tootsie Roll, Snickers, Cinnamon Toast Crunch, Cool Whip, Oscar Mayer, & Old Spice); Mentions of movies, TV shows, & fictional characters (101 Dalmatians, Goosebumps, Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles, Sonic the Hedgehog, A Christmas Carol, & King Arthur); A few mentions of a poem about thinking if the world is flat (‘The Edge of the World’ by Shel Silverstein) & Midge says that “the world is round. That has been proven.” but does not sound totally convinced; A few mentions of sport teams & a player (Chicago Cubs, Chicago Bulls, & Sammy Sosa); A few mentions of a car brand; A couple mentions of a Brownie (Girl Scouts) troop; A mention of Disney World; A mention of National Geographic; A mention of someone’s face freezing between crying and turning into a werewolf.

 
Sexual Content- A recalling of when Midge was a toddler and ate a lightning bug saying she “kissed him”; 
             *Note: A comment on puberty (when Midge describes rabies as making “you grow fur on your face and go crazzzyyy!”, a friend says “no, I think that’s puberty.”); A mention of puberty (Jack thinking that a smaller coyote hasn’t hit puberty yet either).
 
-Jack, age 10
                                1st person P.O.V. switches between them 
                                               Set in 1995
                                                        236 pages


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My personal Rating- 

After reading the first book in this series, I’ve been excited to continue the rest of the books because there is such a nostalgic charm to it—the summer of riding your bike around the neighborhood with your friends and even VBS in this second book! The VBS parts were so fun and I really liked seeing that represented because VBS is some of my favorite childhood memories. I don’t feel like I’ve seen too many books talk about VBS and that was fun element to this story. (Side note: I need a YA contemporary book that has the main girl volunteering at VBS now, please and thank you!)

 

As a sensitive animal lover, I was a little nervous before going into this book because of the missing pets in the woods where a coyote is known to live, but it was okay for me. It all ends well and I’m very glad about that! Some younger and sensitive animal lovers might have a hard time, though, still so just a heads up for that element! 

 

 

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*BFCG may (Read the review to see) recommend this book by this author. It does not mean I recommend all the books by this author.

 

Friday, September 20, 2024

"This Life of Mine" by Victoria Lynn

About this book:

  “Marcus is tired of losing those he loves. The last shred of his childhood has been uprooted and he feels alone… again. When the ruler's new policies take effect, the anger of the Rusalkan mountain king is unleashed upon the borderlands.
    With refugees streaming into Elira by the hundreds, the stories from the wall are horrific. Marcus joins a convoy to lend his medical skills to those in need at the Eliran border. What he finds there is about to change his life forever.
    Dilara’s life as a slave in Rusalka was anything but idealistic. Consumed by a system that was designed to use, abuse, and discard the likes of her, she has been taken through the very depths. Carrying a traumatic secret and wounded in her frenzied escape, she finds herself with an unlikely protector and an even more confusing relationship. Can she traverse the waters of this new life and make it her own?
    And can Marcus overcome his own deformities to find the one missing piece? Or will his life forever be marked by suffering and sacrifice?”


Series: Book #2 in “The Chronicles of Elira” series. Review of Book #1 Here!


Spiritual Content- Many Scriptures are quoted, remembered, mentioned, & discussed; Many prayers, talking to God, praising God, & thanking God; Lots of witnessing to others; Many, many talks and discussions about God, Jesus, beliefs, listening to God’s voice which is true, having worth, God always being with us, some believing that God isn’t doing anything for some people, & giving our burdens to God; 'H's are capital when referring to God; God talks and whispers to both Marcus & Dilara (usually Scriptures changed to be as if God was saying it to them); Marcus has a deep faith, but at the beginning feels like God is distant after hearing some distressing news, he rebels against the desire to talk to his Maker (he feels guilt about this shortly later); A man says that status matters to everyone, “even the Lord” and Marcus has a discussion with him about God and witnessed to him; Both Dilara and a side character say a prayer along the lines of “if there is a God out there”; Marcus prays “in the Spirit” and keeps a small Bible with him always; Marcus cries out to God about feeling like his life is a waste and full of “nothingness” for Him (also thinking for the majority of the book that anyone else could do what he does; He surrenders these feelings to God, but they come back again); Dilara feels so voided of feelings, she wonders if she is in Heaven (which would be a “mad trick of fate”) or in hell (but “where was the fire?”); Dilara thinks that Marcus’ God was not the One she knew as the one she knows of is “distant” and turns “a blind eye to the pain of mere mortals” & that perhaps she was too dirty for Marcus’ Lord to care about her; *Spoilers* Towards the end, Dilara hears an evil voice (her captor) saying lies and another says for the evil to be gone in Jesus’ name which clears her head to hear God’s voice; She tells God that she is His and to take her; Dilara feels the emptiness in her womb close up and knit together, missing the baby but healing; She starts reading the Bible; When Marcus talks negatively about himself and not doing anything, Dilara vehemently tells him that she is here because of how God has used him, which makes him realize that he has been believing lies about himself *End of Spoilers*; Dilara looks at Marcus’ eyes as if “those eyes were the only link to Heaven she knew. Like a portal to world she only wished she could live in”; Many, many mentions of God, Jesus Christ, & believing in Him; Many mentions of prayers, praying, answered prayers, & praising God; Mentions of those & events in the Bible; Mentions of Heaven; Mentions of miracles; Mentions of godsends; A handful of mentions of Violet (Book #1) and her family having the gift of premonitions or second sight (also said that one seemed to have “the ability to see into the spirit world”); A few mentions of blessings (which some see as curses); A few mentions of sins & sinners; A mention of Christian duty; A mention of hymns; 
             *Note: The word ‘hell’ is used in describing places and events (such as Marcus’ healing years being his own version of “a living hell”, slavery being “a hell of man’s making”, Dilara currently living in a “living hell” and later referring to it as that again, & a storm sounding like the “very gates of hell were threatening to burst” with the howls of wind); “Good heavens” and “mercy me and saints above” are both said once; A wolf is around Dilara and the eyes are described as “something…otherworldly” and “almost…heavenly” (at first Marcus is concerned about it, but then feels peace about the wolf and knows that God has a purpose in it, thinking about the verse about entertaining angels unaware and later about the she-wolf being an “angel of comfort”); Mentions of evil men & the evil look in their eyes; A few mentions of Marcus’ tea being like a “witch’s brew” according to a side character (very herbal); A couple mentions of a song about pagan beliefs; A mention of Dilara having a feeling inside of her that is like a caged demon; A mention of a storm being like a “demon unleashed”; A mention of a man being “no better than a demon”; A mention of a siren call; A mention of a story about a mermaid.
 

Negative Content- Minor cussing including: a ‘what in blazes’, two ‘blasted’s, two forms of ‘stupid’, and three forms of ‘idiot’; Eye rolling; Feeling near death & fighting it (up to semi-detailed); Major pain, Injuries, Blood/Bleeding, Fevers, Frostbite, & Passing out (semi-detailed); Being attacked, almost abducted, hit, & slapped (plus recalling some of this, up to semi-detailed); Doctoring others (up to semi-detailed); Seeing deaths & grieving (including of an infant and grieving a pet disappearing, up to semi-detailed); Hearing a fight between a man and a wolf & the animal being injured (up to semi-detailed); Dilara was sold as a child (eight years old) to a man (which was her father’s doing and her mother told her to do whatever the man says as it “will go easy with” her that way); Marcus was attacked and beaten as a boy which resulted in his hip being disjoined and many broken bones & since then has been in a lot of pain often and struggles with feeling like a burden; Many, many mentions of pain, injuries, blood/bleeding, passing out, frostbite, broken bones, surgeries, & Marcus doctoring others (up to semi-detailed); Many mentions of wars, refugees, fighting, attacks, assaults, violence, beatings (including Marcus’ own as a child, up to semi-detailed); Mentions of deaths (including the deaths of infants, up to semi-detailed); Mentions of slavery, slaves, slave owners, being chained, & people being sent to the mines and never heard from again; Mentions of lies & lying; Mentions of hatred; Mentions of gossip; Mentions of nightmares; A few mentions of drowning men (used as a simile); A couple mentions of murderers (Dilara views herself as one); A couple mentions of executions; A couple mentions of a man choking Dilara; A couple mentions of people being whipped; A couple mentions of raids; A couple mentions of alcohol & drunks; 
             *Note: Marcus feels like he is a burden to those around him and useless (others tell him that is not the case, but he struggles to believe it; This is a major part of the book and though Marcus knows the truth, he doesn’t live by it every moment); Marcus overhears someone say that it would have been “easier” if Marcus had died and “not experience such a harsh life”; Marcus wonders if he was the cause of someone’s death (who interfered with the authority figures during his beating) & thinks that he should have died that day; Marcus tries not to linger in his self-pity but does think less of himself & call himself a cripple; *Spoiler* Towards the help, Marcus realizes that he has been believing lies about himself *End of Spoiler*; Dilara (in a flashback after being sold) wonders if she should burn herself and if that would make her seem less desirable to the men at the bordello; *Spoilers, but note about a miscarriage* The man who bought Dilara and got her pregnant gave her a poison to cause a miscarriage/stillbirth; She was unaware and feels incredible guilt for being unable to protect her child; Later, she calls herself a murderer because she couldn’t keep her baby in her womb; The miscarriage is described with her desperately trying to keep the baby inside of her, extreme pain, blood, and a “tiny form” (up to semi-detailed on the pain, blood, and emotions); She has phantom cramps and feels her womb empty; Towards the end when Dilara accepts God, she feels the pain in womb closing up and knitting together (healing) *End of Spoilers*; Others tell Dilara that she is worthy of love (which she doesn’t believe); Dilara has an episode similar to a panic attack (up to semi-detailed); A young boy has prejudice towards those from a certain country & voices it (stemming from his town being raided by the people & Marcus talks to him about it); A mention of some people having broken minds.
 
 
Sexual Content- A cheek kiss, a not-detailed kiss, and two barely-above-not-detailed kisses; A bit of touches, embraces, smelling, & noticing (barely-above-not-detailed); In the author’s forward at the beginning of the book, she shares that this book has a Trigger Warning for mentions of a miscarriage, implied/forced abortion, abuse and implied sexual assault/prostitution and did her best to write “these stories as tactfully, gently, and realistically as possible, all while maintaining a level of decorum that will allow this book to be enjoyed by many ages.”; Dilara was sold to a man at a young age (eight years old) by her father & there are flashbacks to it (including comments about men treating her like brutes, men using her, making obscenities and crass comments, the men’s eager hands trying to grab her, & the man who bought her “saving” her for something); Later, it’s said that the men treated Dilara and other girls like they weren’t human and wallowed in something that “should never have been theirs to begin with”; Towards the end, Dilara is described as “the girl who had been trained from so young an age that she was worth nothing but what her body could give”; Dilara is concerned that two men touched her when she was unconscious and then has a look of “resignation” (they did not touch her); *Spoiler* The man who bought Dilara at an age young was saving her for himself; She got pregnant and he gave her a poison to cause a miscarriage; She curses “the man who had made her what she was, who had given her the life inside of her…only to snatch it from her grasp before it could even live” and says that she had “outlived [her] usefulness to them. They had already taken the one thing from [her] that provided the most value.”; Past the half-way point, the man comes for Dilara and drags her to take her back with him and also gropes her (this could be scary for some readers, though she is saved in time, up to semi-detailed) *End of Spoilers*; Dilara is suddenly concerned that a man will betray her (taking a step back and being frightened by him); Marcus believes he is too broken for anyone to love, also thinking that he couldn’t keep up with a child of his own or a wife; Dilara doesn’t believe anyone can love her because she is unworthy of it and dirty (adding later that God could not make her beautiful and Marcus tells her that none of it was her fault; *Spoiler* She comments about maybe not wanting to heal because she would have to let go and move on from her son; Marcus disagrees with that thought *End of Spoiler*); Mentions of a bordello, prostitution, & young girls being sold; Some love, falling in love, & the emotions;
             *Note: Miscarriage content listed in the Negative Content Note section above; Labor (*Spoiler* twice, one with the miscarriage and one at the end with her child with Marcus which is bittersweet for her, up to semi-detailed for both with mentions of her pain and him helping deliver the baby *End of Spoiler*); A mention of a woman’s monthly bleed.
 
-Dilara
-Marcus, age 20
                                P.O.V. switches between them 
                                                        332 pages


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{Trigger Warning for a miscarriage, forced abortion, abuse, & sexual assault/prostitution}

Ever since reading “Once I Knew”, I’ve been excited to read Marcus’ story. While I really enjoyed all the herb parts as that’s something I’m highly interested in, I was most excited to see this sweetheart learn and accept his worth in Christ. He’s so quick to have Scriptures come to mind and believes in them for others, but it’s hard for him to apply every single one to his own life and I think that’s incredibly relatable. 

 

I knew that with the topics discussed in this book, I would probably end up crying. Maybe it was because I had prepared myself enough, but I didn’t cry as much as I expected. I have to note that I really appreciate the heads up on the content at the beginning of the book and wish more authors would do this! Serious and possibly triggering topics like the following are discussed: mentions of miscarriage, implied/forced abortion, abuse and implied sexual assault/prostitution.

 

My heart broke for the injustices and horror that Dilara has lived through. We’re told bits and pieces in a delicate way, but it never felt like we were wading in the sin or that the author was glamorizing it all, which I truly appreciate. 

 

This definitely isn’t your typical romance book. Both of our main leads are so hurt. Marcus is quick to comfort others, but hard on himself and struggles with why God has left him on this earth when he feels like a burden to everyone around him. He notes at one point that “it was one thing to believe the things he knew to be true and another to truly life that belief” and I have to appreciate how realistic that was because I think many of us are guilty of doing the same thing. 

 

It could have very easily gone into the “savior” trope of our male lead rescuing and saving the main girl from whatever circumstances she’s in. I don’t care for seeing that trope because often times the male lead ends up replacing the girl’s need for Jesus. This book wasn’t that way at all—Marcus recognizes Dilara’s hurt as he is also someone who has been hurt. They both need Jesus and that’s the majority of the book. It was really nice to see the “romance” (which was very soft and light) take the back-burner to what was truly life-or-death—their salvation and hope in Christ. 

 

Despite being a book featuring harder topics, this was an easy book to read in the way of the pages flying by as I read. I will note that there’s a few flashbacks that are intertwined in that took me a bit to realize they were flashbacks because they didn’t make sense for the current time and so I was a bit confused about what was happening. Time moves quickly in this story, similar to the first book in the series. 

 

Some might be uncomfortable with the mentions of a wolf being seen as otherworldly, but it’s clear that the wolf is sent from God or even an Angel in disguise rather than a the “spirit guard/spirit guard” concept that isn’t Christian. I wasn’t sure what to think about it at the beginning, but I appreciate that the author clearly states a few times that the wolf is from God. 

 

Older teens & adults, if you’re ever struggled with the thought of not being useful to others or not understanding why God has you here, this might be a book to seriously consider reading. Marcus has these thoughts ever since he was attacked and beaten as a young boy and it’s a common thread throughout his parts and him taking to God about it. Scripture after Scripture comes to his mind to assure him that God has a plan for him and it was touching to see. Overall and despite the hard topics, I really enjoyed this book. 

 

 

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*BFCG may (Read the review to see) recommend this book by this author. It does not mean I recommend all the books by this author.