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Monday, April 20, 2026

"Where We Belong" by Kim Vogel Sawyer

About this book:

  “The life of Hester Haak, a widow with no children of her own, takes an unexpected turn when she opens her Kansas home to children from the bustling streets of New York City. The orphan asylum has entrusted her with two sisters and a young boy, and Hester is determined to provide a safe and loving environment for them. Despite the looming uncertainty of their stay, she rises to the challenge, embracing the opportunity to make a difference in their lives.
    Meanwhile, Callum Holbrook is grappling with the loss of his wife and the despair that followed. Unable to provide for his family, he made the heart-wrenching decision to place his daughters in an orphanage, promising it was only temporary. Now, with a stable job and a renewed sense of purpose, Callum is horrified to learn that his daughters have been sent halfway across the country. Fueled by determination and love, he embarks on the difficult journey to bring them back.
    Through their struggles and triumphs, Hester and Callum discover that family and love can be found in the most surprising places—and that the journey home is paved with hope.”


Series: As of now, it seems to be a stand-alone novel.


Spiritual Content- 1 John 4:11 at the beginning; Scriptures are quoted, mentioned, & remembered; Many prayers & thanking God; Church going; Many talks about God, Jesus, His plans and His will, & those and events in the Bible; Most ’H’s are capital when referring to God and Jesus (some Scriptures read do not have the ‘H’s capitalized); Evelyn is mad at God for taking away her mother, *Spoiler* but at the end, starts to pray again and realize that her mother is happy in Heaven, so she shouldn’t be mad at God *End of Spoilers*; Callum stopped praying and going to church after God didn’t answer his prayers to let his wife live, so he is angry at God and wants to solve his own problems instead of praying about them; *Spoiler* After a conversation with Evelyn, Callum realizes it doesn’t help to be mad at God and he needs God’s help *End of Spoiler*; Many mentions of God, Jesus, & His plans and His will; Many mentions of prayers, praying, answered prayers, thanking God, & blessings over food; Mentions of Bibles, Bible reading, & those and events in the Bible; Mentions of churches, church going, Sunday school classes, services, a preacher, & sermons; Mentions of Easter & Jesus’s resurrection; Mentions of Heaven; Mentions of blessings & being blessed; A couple mentions of hymns; A couple mentions of godsends; 
             *Note: A few mentions of luck & being lucky (most in the context of not needing it because the character has God); A mention of superstitions.
 

Negative Content- Minor cussing including: a ‘stinkin’’, two forms of ‘stupid’, and three ‘dumb’s; A couple mentions of curses (said, not written); Eye rolling & Sarcasm; Evelyn lies (and once feels guilt over it); *Spoiler* Evelyn thinks about stealing money from Hester, but someone catches her *End of Spoiler*; Evelyn cheats/copies her answers from a classmate’s homework; Evelyn tears up notes from her teacher (to keep Hester from seeing them); Evelyn promises to do something, but crosses her fingers where the other person can’t see; *Spoilers* Towards the end, Evelyn realizes that she does want a “new mother” and wants it to be Hester; She apologizes to Hester for being awful to her & asks if she can call her “Mother” *End of Spoilers*; Mentions of deaths & grief (including parents, Hester for her late husband, & Callum for his late wife); Mentions of a wife passing away in child birth (a mention of a lot of blood); Mentions of possible deaths; Mentions of illnesses like influenza and pneumonia & the possibility of it turning deadly; Mentions of injuries, pain, concussions, & blood/bleeding (barely-above-not-detailed); Mentions of possible robbers & break-ins; Mentions of parents giving their children over to an orphan asylum because they can’t care for and/or feed them (including Callum); Mentions of children being given to a “poor farm” when not adopted; Mentions of an adopted boy running away from his new family who mistreats him & the parents feeling stuck with the boy; Mentions of an economic depression & jobs being hard to find; Mentions of lies, lying, & deception; Mentions of hatred; Mentions of bullies & kids being bullied; A few mentions of children being whipped for misbehaving; A few mentions of eavesdropping; A couple mentions of wars; A couple mentions of potential kidnapping; A couple mentions of fights; A couple mentions of someone robbing a bank (not true); A couple mentions of jealousy; A couple mentions of the death of a beloved dog; A mention of a possible murder (did not happen); 
             *Note: Evelyn doesn’t believe that she and her sister were supposed to be put on a train out west because their father would be coming for them, so she is rude and hateful to Hester & has the little sister act badly to keep from them getting separated; Hester’s parents died when she was young and she was sent to an orphan asylum with her little sister being taken away from her; Mentions of a car brand; Mentions of brand names (Kool-Aid, Campbell’s soup, & Frigidaire); Mentions of a book & fictional characters (Little Women); A mention of Macy’s.
 
 
Sexual Content- Two barely-above-not-detailed kisses; A handful of touches, embraces, nearness, & blushes (barely-above-not-detailed); Some young teen girls giggle and blush over a cute boy & tease Evelyn for his interest in her; Mentions of a young woman being pregnant out-of-wedlock, the couple being said to be having a “have-to wedding” because of the situation, & both sets of parents being very mad and not wanting the grandchild (The woman comments on her father being ashamed of her and that she is concerned about loving the baby when she hates the father; *Major Spoilers* Towards the end, Callum gives the money for the young woman to go to New York to stay with a friend until she gives birth; After the baby is born, she writes a letter to Hester to see if she will adopt him and Hester agrees *End of Spoilers*); Mentions of chaperones & reputations; Very light love, falling in love, & the emotions; 
             *Note: A few mentions of Hester being unable to biologically carry a child.
 
-Hester Haak, age 38-39
-Callum Holbrook
-Evelyn Holbrook, age 13
-Scotty
                                P.O.V. switches between them 
                                            Set in 1931
                                                        353 pages
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My personal Rating- 

I’ve been very excited for this book for multiple reasons, but particularly because I knew this author would do a fantastic job with this plot and the characters. Which she definitely did! I’ve read many books by Kim Vogel Sawyer and while this newest book doesn’t quite beat out “The Librarian of Boone’s Hollow” and it’s sequel, I will gladly put this in the number three spot of my favorites of her books. The faith content was truly wonderful, the characters were either already lovable or had some character development that made them lovable, and I really enjoyed seeing all four view points in this book. In some books, four or more points of views can feel like too much, but it was very well-done for this story.

 

Set in the early 1930s, this book might be viewed as a bit of a rose-tinted glasses view of adoption, but I still enjoyed it so much. Hester’s heart was so admirable and I loved seeing her faith on-page and lived-out even through trials. Her heart’s desire for being a mother was precious and I greatly appreciate how clean this book was. I would have no hesitation recommending this book to 13/14+ unless the girl is very sensitive to books about orphans, but even then it could potentially be helpful seeing Evelyn’s POV. The romance was incredibly light and really didn’t even come into play until the very, very end. 

 

On the end, I will note that while the ending wasn’t really rushed per say, the last couple of chapters move quickly with many months being caught-up. I was a little disappointed in this because the rest of the book moved at a slower pace throughout a couple months time and then the end covered over half a year in a quick fashion. It didn’t hinder my enjoyable or affect my rating, but I would have gladly had a longer book to see more about Hester and her growing family. 

 

I think those that enjoy sweet found-family and family-centered historical books would probably really enjoy this one like I did. It reminded me at times of the “McAlister Family” duology by Carrie Turansky, so fans of those two books would probably enjoy this book too with the adoption threads and strong faith content.

 

 

 

See y’all on Friday with a new review! 



*BFCG may (Read the review to see) recommend this book by this author. It does not mean I recommend all the books by this author.

*I received this book for free from the Publisher (Waterbrook Multnomah) for this honest review.

Wednesday, March 26, 2025

"Hope's Enduring Echo" by Kim Vogel Sawyer

About this book:

  “Geology student Leo Day has been waiting for a big find to prove his career path is worthy to his father. While riding the train along the Arkansas River in Canon City, Colorado, Leo spots a young woman waving at the passing cars holding something that looks like a piece of fossilized bone. He catches up to the girl after leaping from the slow train and his pulse gallops when he recognizes it as a rib bone from a smaller dinosaur species, most likely a Allosaurus. She confides she’s found several similar bones, and he asks her to show him where.
    Whether it was loneliness or boredom that led Jennie Ward to leave the water line and escort this stranger to the place where her daddy’s border collie had unearthed several bones, she couldn’t say, but she enjoys visiting with him. Could he become the friend she’s been praying for? As he leaves, he promises to return soon and asks if she’ll be his guide. She has little time for socializing, given her responsibility to the water works due to her father’s injury and aftermath, but the opportunity to gain a friend is too hard to resist. She agrees.
    As the weeks pass, Leo, a man longing for a father’s approval, and Jennie, a girl trapped by her loyalty to a despondent father, become friends and confidantes. And God’s plan for both Leo’s and Jennie’s futures will unfold like an excavation of dinosaur bones.”


Series: As of now, no. Seems to be a stand-alone novel.


Spiritual Content- Psalm 40:1 at the beginning; Scriptures are mentioned, remembered, thought over, quoted, & discussed; Many, many prayers & thanking God; Feeling peace; Church going, sermons, & singing hymns; Many talks about God, prayers/praying, having Hope, & creation; 'H's are capital when referring to God; Jennie has prayed for her father to get better for over a year, but hasn’t lately because she thinks that if God hasn’t answered them by now, He wasn’t going to (adding that her Mama could “waste her time imploring Him”, but Jennie was done); Jennie does a prayer that has a hint of sarcasm to it and thinks that if God was as forgiving as her Mama said, He’s understand “her momentary lapse into bitterness”; Jennie has been taught that Someone was always watching over her and that knowledge has curtailed her yielding to many temptations over the years, but wonders that if God isn’t answering her prayers, if He’s even paying attention to her and if she even has to behave then, but decides she won’t deliberately get up to mischief whether God was watching or not because she doesn’t want to hurt her Mama; Jennie feels as if it would be selfish to pray for her own silly emotions when her parents need the prayers more in her eyes; Leo plans to visit the different churches in town as he hasn’t experienced other denominations’ services and thinks it could be “interesting and enlightening”; Jennie and Leo both have a moment where they don’t pay attention during a prayer or sermon because of other thoughts and feel ashamed; Leo considered skipping church for hunting dinosaur fossils, but ultimately to still go to church; All about many mentions of prayers, praying, answered prayers, thanking God, & blessings over food (including Jennie and Leo praying for and with each other); Many mentions of God, His will, peace, having hope, & not holding on to bitterness; Many mentions of churches (including different denominations like Presbyterian and Baptist & a home-church service), church going, services, worship, hymns, sermons, & ministers; Mentions of those & events in the Bible; Mentions of Bibles & Bible reading; Mentions of Jennie’s family doing a home-church most Sundays with just the three of them; Mentions of faiths & sharing it with others; Mentions of God-given talents; A few mentions of miracles; A couple mentions of the Holy Spirit; A couple mentions of Christians; A couple mentions of blessings & being Blessed; 
             *Note: Leo hopes to one day help prove that the earth is thousands of years old and not millions like some of his professors teach (when his father asks him what eternal good is Leo doing, Leo wants to respond that he truly believes that he could “do eternal good by disproving scientific theories that discredited creationism”; *Spoiler* Towards the very end, Leo’s father realizes he was wrong to push Leo down the route of his choosing and says he will cheer Leo on in his determination to align his findings with biblical truths *End of Spoiler*); Leo discusses with Jennie about creationist views and evolution views (including how the Great Flood effected things, how evolution is a theory, and Scripture talking about giant creatures); *Spoiler* Claude lashes out at Leo and Jennie when he thinks Jennie has learned evolution thoughts from Leo and bans him from their home *End of Spoiler*; ‘Heaven only knows’ is said once; Mentions of evolution, eras, & fossils of prehistoric creatures like dinosaurs and trilobites; A mention of Santa Claus.
 

Negative Content- Pain, Injuries, & Being caught in a hailstorm (barely-above-not-detailed); Jennie, Etta, and Leo all try to avoid lying to each other and others (some half-truths and fibs are said still with guilt and asking God for forgiveness; Leo grapples with his conscience about keeping the Ward family’s secret); Mentions of an accident, injuries, & pain (border-line barely-above-not-detailed // semi-detailed); Mentions of lies & lying; Mentions of the passing of a beloved dog from old age, finding him, & grief/sobbing (border-line barely-above-not-detailed // semi-detailed); A few mentions of eavesdropping; A few mentions of mummified remains of cats being used in science; A couple mentions of jealousy; A mention of a cigarette; A mention of hunters; 
             *Note: After Jennie’s father fell and broke his leg two years prior, he hasn’t been the same and his wife, Etta, is his caretaker while Jennie does his work for their living; Jennie struggles with a “tumble of emotions” like “resentment and worry and sorrow and sympathy” when thinking about her father and how he is now; Jennie feels guilt over her father’s accident (*Spoiler* As it happened the one day she wasn’t with him and her mother and her found him hours later with a broken leg *End of Spoiler*); Jennie’s father interrupts, snaps, and is unkind to Jennie and Etta at times because of his “woebegone attitude”; Jennie’s father, Claude, tells Etta that she should have given up on him months ago and that he is worthless and a burden to her (She is hurt by this as she loves him and promised before God to be faithful whether in sickness or death and tells him so); Jennie feels guilt for wanting her father to be hurt (emotionally) like he did to her and asks God to forgive her for the thoughts; Jennie has a fear that she might not have much more time with her father if he doesn’t get better because it seems as if he is withering away; *Spoilers* After Claude bans Leo from their home, Jennie struggles with the temptation of still meeting with Leo because her father didn’t exactly tell her not to see him, but is reminded by her conscience to honor her father and mother which she does despite the temptation to do otherwise; At one point, Etta goes to the outhouse and sobs over Claude and his harsh words & prays after *End of Spoilers*; Leo thinks that Claude may have ‘melancholia’ (which the discussion questions at the end of the book call it depression) and shudders when he thinks of the “treatments” available for it (such as being shocked with electricity or removing a portion of the brain; Leo does not share about this with Jennie); *Spoilers, but also a mental illness* After contacting the doctor at an insane asylum for a possible evaluation of Claude, he is upset at the thought but Jennie says that “we need a different kind of doctor to make us well when our minds are sick. Folks who are stuck forever in sadness have a sickness in their minds. The sickness is what makes them feel sad all the time. They need a doctor to help them.”; A bit later, Jennie tells Leo that she wishes there were medicines for “sicknesses of the mind” and to “cure endless sadness” which Leo says that maybe there will be someday *End of Spoilers*; Leo and his father have a strained relationship because of Leo not following in his father’s footsteps as a minister and his father disapproving of his career choice (Leo thinks often about wanting to be recognized by his father and gain approval from him; *Spoiler* Towards the very end, Leo’s father realizes he was wrong to push Leo down the route of his choosing and says he will cheer Leo on in his determination to align his findings with biblical truths *End of Spoiler*); Many mentions of mental illnesses (called “mental diseases”, an “imbalance somewhere in the brain”, and an “illness of the mind” throughout the book), psychiatrists, & an insane asylum (Leo is also concerned that Claude could become violent to Jennie and Etta & share with his family in a letter that Claude is emotionally unstable, which could be perceived as “harsh and critical” but he wants his parents to understand the problem so they can specifically pray); Mentions of schoolmates and professors ridiculing Leo for his interest in paleontology and/or having a creationist view; A few mentions of books and fictional characters (Pinocchio & Oliver Twist); A mention of Leo always thinking that dish washing was a duty for girls as his mother and sisters saw to the cooking and cleaning up at home, but washes dishes himself as a job at the hotel.
 
 
Sexual Content- A hand kiss, a barely-above-not-detailed kiss, and a border-line barely-above-not-detailed // semi-detailed kiss; Wondering about a possible kiss (barely-above-not-detailed); Etta also kisses Claude on the forehead twice & cuddles into Claude in their bed once (barely-above-not-detailed); A few Touches, a couple Embraces, Flutters, & Nearness (barely-above-not-detailed); A few blushes; Some noticing (barely-above-not-detailed); Claude makes a comment about Jennie and Leo wandering around without supervision (which Leo tries to tell him that nothing like that has happen and Jennie is very hurt by her father’s accusation; *Spoiler* Later, Etta allows Jennie and Leo to wander the hill again because she trusts them and can no longer trust Claude’s “ability to make rational decisions” *End of Spoiler*); Some young men corner Jennie and make her uncomfortable with their “overly friendly advances” (Leo doesn’t think they meant harm, but scares them off anyway); Etta thinks about how Jennie hadn’t reached the age of noticing boys when they moved to town, but that apparently Jennie isn’t indifferent and Etta thinks Jennie is smitten with Leo; A few mentions of flirting; A couple mentions of handsome men; Very light love, falling in love, & the emotions (Jennie tries to guard herself the majority of the book from having more than friendship feelings for Leo because he will only be there for a summer and reminds herself about it a few times; She also makes a vow to herself to not let her “silly emotions” interfere in their budding friendship);
             *Note: A mention of Leo looking at the end of a pup to find out the gender.
 
-Jennie Ward, age 17
-Leo Day
-Etta Ward
                                P.O.V. switches between them 
                                            Set in 1915
                                                        352 pages
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My personal Rating- 

Full disclaimer: This book made me want to cry at about sixteen different parts. 🥲😭🥹

 

It almost felt like a YA Historical novel with Jennie being seventeen. The mother-daughter relationship between Etta and Jennie plus their conversations were so good to see. I’ve commented on this before in another book by this author, but it’s so nice to see a parent who is active in their young adult’s life and not only caring for them, but also praying hard for their grown child. 

 

The faith content was outstanding in this book. Incredibly strong and incredibly prevalent throughout it. Despite her father being a bear about different things, Jennie honors and obeys both him and her mother. She’s tempted to not listen to their words like most teens might be, but prays about it and does the right thing. Having been a caretaker to a family member for nearly a year this book went with some emotions I’ve felt, but other emotions I could understood in a way that only one who has walked this path could, despite my family’s situation being different from the Ward family. In a way, it felt a little unnerving to read, like it was almost too raw to read and I was encroaching on their private lives. But in another way, I understood. I understood where they were coming from and how the path to healing isn’t as easily as we hope or pray for. 

 

The romance was very light and definitely not the main focus of the book. You could argue the romance is basically non-existent because of the age difference with Jennie being only 17 and Leo is in college. That age gap doesn’t personally bother me in this historical setting and how they don’t even share a kiss or any romantic feelings in that way until the final chapter which is partially set a year later. He treated her at first very brotherly, but then they became close friends. The ending had me squeeing in delight! 🥹🥹🥹

 

Leo might be threatening Emmett from “The Librarian of Boone’s Hollow” for my favorite male lead by this author. The way he encouraged her, talked with her, prayed with her (!!), and was her friend which gradually lead into possible more was absolutely lovely and so heartwarming. 

 

I grew up loving to learn about creation science and going to lectures in that field, so many parts of this book reminded me of what I learned then. Despite having very little (more like a small percentage) of interest in dinosaurs and being a little bummed at first this book would have the topic (as I’ve seen it a handful of times before in recent years in the Christian Fiction market), I ended up really enjoying those parts and how it was all connected back into the strong faith themes and conversations. Leo was so passionate about it and the connection to creation—which that was pretty frequently mentioned and discussed which this book have the most about creation science or biblical creationism compared to the other ones I’ve read. 

 

One thing I greatly appreciated about this book was that there were no villains/antagonists in it. No person causing trouble or drama, just characters I could cheer for and hope with. I can’t say I see that much and it was very refreshing. 

 

Often when I’m reading, my mind will jump to predicting what will happen in this book—and usually I’m right. Interestingly enough, though, with this story most of my fears of potential events didn’t happen. I was perhaps waiting for the other shoe to drop, so to speak, but it didn’t happen. The ending of this book is a bit opened ended—it truly could have a follow-up novella or epilogue at least!—but it was wrapped up beautifully and realistically. Our trials and troubles don’t wrap up within a month or three hundred pages, so it makes sense that everything this family is going through wouldn’t either. That said, I wasn’t upset about how it ended and honestly had to wipe away my tears multiple times while reading.



See y’all on Friday with a new review! 



*BFCG may (Read the review to see) recommend this book by this author. It does not mean I recommend all the books by this author.

*I received this book for free from the Publisher (Waterbrook Multnomah) for this honest review.

Friday, April 5, 2024

"The Songbird of Hope Hill" by Kim Vogel Sawyer

About this book:

  “Birdie Clarkson only recently started working at Lida’s Palace, a house of ill repute at the edge of Tulsey, Texas. Abandoned and penniless, she turned to someone she thought was a friend, but instead it turned out to be a nightmare. She wants to leave, but doesn’t know how. And how will she ever feel clean again? When Reverend Isaiah Overly and his son, Ephraim, arrive offering a safe haven and better life for any of the women who want to leave, Birdie takes a chance. Ignoring the madam’s furious raging, she climbs into the back of the preacher’s wagon.
   The Reverend and his wife, Ophelia, welcome Birdie to Hope Hill, which they founded as a haven to teach women how to read and write, how to keep a house, and other skills necessary to ensure their future will be brighter than their past. Hesitant at first, Birdie soon joins the preacher at revival meetings and becomes part of the chorus, singing alongside Ephraim.
   Reverend Overly’s ministry is built on the premise than none are irredeemable. When romance develops between Ephraim and Birdie, will Ephraim be able to convince Birdie that God’s redemption wipes the soul clean—or will she feel forever smeared?”


Series: As of now, no. Seems to be a stand-alone novel. 


Spiritual Content- Romans 10:11 at the beginning; Many Scriptures are mentioned, remembered, read, quoted, & discussed; Many Prayers & Thanking God (including a couple “If God loves the way the preacher said He does…[something won’t happen]” prayers by Birdie); Revivals, Church going, Worshiping, Services, Sermons, & Singing hymns; Being baptized; Lots of witnessing to others & Being witnessed to (very frequently); Many talks about God, Jesus, freedom in Him, trusting Him, His ways, following Him, forgiveness, sins, salvation, & redemption; Talks about those & events in the Bible; 'H's are capital when referring to God & Jesus; Birdie thinks God has turned His back on her after she went to Lida’s Palace (also thinking that she can’t trust Him because everyone else she’s trusted has hurt her in some way and later wishes she knew how to pray for others); *Spoilers* At a revival, Birdie feels a tug and around the half-way point prays to receive God into her heart which changes her outlook and thoughts towards herself; She is also baptized as a public proclamation of her new faith; Birdie does get mad at God for a brief moment when disappointing news comes to her and she wonders if this is a test of her commitment to God *End of Spoilers*; Birdie recalls her mother not liking church, not wanting her father to read the Christmas story to her, & being mad at church and God (*Spoiler* this is because a friend was violated by a pastor they both knew *End of Spoiler*); Ephraim and his family have prayed diligently for brothels like Lida’s Palace to end; Ephraim’s father goes to house of ill repute to preach sermons to the women working there and the men who visit those places (the madam makes a comment that there’s been no “sermon good enough” to keep the men away and that “fine Christian folks” in town snub the women there); Ephraim’s parents have warned him about remaining professional to the women at Hope Hill so that the women aren’t distracted about a relationship with a man instead of with God who could “restore them from the inside out”; Birdie feels condemned by church goers for her prior employment & is concerned about always having that stain on her; Ephraim uses his talents to honor God and lives for Jesus, but isn’t sure if he’s happy; Ephraim wonders why God doesn’t heal someone who is doing a lot of good for others & feels like it’s unfair; Ophelia came to a place of peace about putting aside her dreams to support his husband’s dreams (God uses their combined desires to serve a greater purpose); A former brothel worker doesn’t think God bothers with her because of her past (she makes a handful of comments throughout the book); A former brothel worker hopes that God takes the baby in her womb from her; A woman quotes her father talking about God helping those who help themselves and that if God is real, He will help good people and because He’s powerful, she doesn’t need to help Him; A man at a revival talks badly about the former prostitutes and would rather a preacher set fire to the brothels than talk to the people there (he also says that there are sins too big to be forgotten and is mad that the preacher brought the women into a church); Lida says that God let her loose years ago or perhaps she let Him loose; *Spoiler* Towards the end, Ophelia prays with Lida *End of Spoiler*; Someone thinks she is being carried by an angel to Heaven (she is not); Many mentions of God, Jesus, the Holy Spirit, freedom in Him, trusting Him, His will, following Him, forgiveness, sins, sinners, & salvation; Many mentions of prayers, answered prayers, praying, blessings over food, & thanking and praising God; Many mentions of churches, church going, revivals, sharing the gospel, professions of faith, reverends, preaching, sermons, ministries, worship, choirs, & songs/hymns; Mentions of Bibles, Bible reading, Bible studies, & devotions; Mentions of those & events in the Bible; Mentions of God-given talents and gifts; Mentions of a baptism; Mentions of Heaven; Mentions of Christians & being Christlike; Mentions of miracles; Mentions of blessings & being Blessed; Mentions of holier-than-thou people, condemning faces at a church towards former brothel workers, & Ephraim’s parents’ ministry being run out of two prior towns by those who opposed their ministry; A few mentions of God’s commandments; A few mentions of God enacting judgment on the wicked; A few mentions of Methodist & Presbyterian Churches; A couple mentions of the book ‘Pilgrim’s Progress’;  A couple mentions of a woman’s name being stricken from the church’s membership list for having a child out of wedlock; A mention of a man being called a saint; A mention of a preacher being called a “religious fanatic”;
             *Note: A few mentions of luck (which Birdie wonders about wanting luck for a new job because luck hasn’t been in her Bible reading); A mention of good Christians praying instead of wishing (which at that reminder, Ephraim plays a hymn singing out a prayer); A mention of the phrase about idle hands being the devil’s workshop; A mention of a family’s “curse” of weak hearts.
 

Negative Content- Minor cussing including: two ‘stupid’s; A mention of curses (said, not written); Eye rolling; A fire, smoke, saving someone in a burning building, & injuries (up to semi-detailed); An Illness, Pain, & Injuries (barely-above-not-detailed); Grief & sobbing over a death (barely-above-not-detailed); Ephraim eavesdrops on his father’s private prayer & feels guilt for doing so; A man at a revival talks badly about the former prostitutes and would rather a preacher set fire to the brothels than talk to the people there (Ephraim agrees with him about burning down the brothels *Spoilers* until he sees one on fire and rescues a woman out of the burning building; He is ashamed of his prior thoughts; Ophelia is scared that he started the fire but doesn’t ask him about it; A woman says that part of her wishes she died in the fire *End of Spoilers*); Ephraim bites back bitter comments towards his parents after learning upsetting news; Birdie tells a fib (knowingly, but doesn’t want to tell someone a sudden revelation); Birdie faces a girl who is mean towards her & her snide comments, but Birdie shows her grace; Mentions of deaths & grieving families (including for children, barely-above-not-detailed); Mentions of an illness progressing (weakness of the heart), fainting, injuries, pain, & early deaths because of it (*Spoiler* Ophelia has this and knows her time is near *End of Spoiler*, up to semi-detailed); Mentions of a fire, attacks, violence, & injuries (barely-above-not-detailed); Mentions of people running the ministry out of town (including threatening to burn their house down and cause harm/injuries to them); Mentions of thieves, stealing, & stolen items; Mentions of mothers leaving their children (including Birdie’s mother leaving her); Mentions of cigars & smoking; Mentions of bullies & their snide comments; A few mentions of a father dying after being kicked in the stomach by a mule (Birdie’s father); A few mentions of an injured dog & the dog being shot at (but will be okay); A few mentions of a liar, lies, & lying; A few mentions of jealousy; A few mentions of a child becoming mute after inconsolable weeping; A couple mentions of wars & battles; A couple mentions of threats & bribes; A couple mentions of prisons & jails; A couple mentions of rumors; A couple mentions of hunters & hunting; A mention of possible murder; A mention of arson; A mention of vandalism; A mention of a fist fight; A mention of a drunk; A mention of manure; 
             *Note: Birdie’s mother left her and ran off with a man; Birdie recalls her mother’s hurtful words & yelling at her; Mentions of the deaths of infants & a mother holding herself aloof from another baby that made it past infancy (*Spoiler* Birdie’s mother with her, which Birdie isn’t sure she agrees with her father’s thoughts on the second part *End of Spoiler*); A few mentions of a book & author (Les Misérables); A mention of a man treating his wife like she’s stupid.
 
 
Sexual Content- Light touches, embraces, & nearness (barely-above-not-detailed); A married couple shares seven barely-above-not-detailed kisses and touches (barely-above-not-detailed); Birdie works at a house of ill repute and there’s comments on and many mentions of it (such as Birdie being tricked into staying there, Birdie feeling dead inside because of it, wearing bawdy costumes, a woman asking if a man was eager the night before after seeing ripped clothing, a woman tells Birdie that she doesn’t have anything “worth buyin’” for a man, the women competing against each other, men buying their bodies, the actions there being a sacrifice to strangers of something “that is meant to be shared as an expression of love to a devoted husband”, a madam calling the girls her “merchandise” and belittling them, a madam saying there will be more girls coming to work for her because the world is full of men that will visit them, the women there being used instead of cherished, some women going back to that former life after living it for some time, a couple of the women feeling unclean, their desperation forcing them to sell their bodies, & the money earned from it); The words prostitutes, fallen women, and soiled doves are all used when referring to those who work/worked at brothels or houses of ill repute; Birdie prays that if God is as loving as a reverend says, there won’t be a baby inside of her; Birdie is concerned about seeing men who visited the brothel at a church, but then berates herself thinking that they wouldn’t come to the church; Birdie feels disgraced because of the stain of being at the brothel and feels unclean and not good (this becomes aware to her after seeing condemning faces at a church); Ephraim’s father frequently visits house of ill repute to help the women there and preach to them (Ephraim never went in before this book starts and thinks that he received “enough ridicule and rejection” as a result of his father’s actions by those who don’t understand their ministry; When he goes in, he keeps from looking at the woman because of their clothing, but does look at their faces later); Ephraim’s parents have warned him about remaining professional to the women at Hope Hill so that the women aren’t distracted about a relationship with a man instead of with God & encourage him to find joy and fulfillment in God (like they encourage the women); A woman is infatuated with Ephraim and tries to impress him with her actions and appearance & attempts to be near him often (he’s aware of it and does not encourage her); Ephraim says that the men who go to brothels “engage in depravity, sullying an act God intended to be holy between a husband and wife”; Ephraim comments on the depravity of prostitution resulting in unwanted conceptions and the babies being before in shame, but his mother says that the child is innocent of wrongdoings and that a child’s conception never takes God by surprise adding that every child is a blessing and not a burden; Ephraim struggles with the thought that what his family is doing for the former prostitutes isn’t enough and that the men who frequent brothels should be held for their actions with the women (instead of just the women being shunned by others in town); *Major Spoilers but important trigger note regarding mentions of a sexual assault* Ephraim was conceived when a pastor violated the young piano player at his church who was a 16-year-old girl; That young teen girl was Lida, the brothel owner, and Ephraim is very angry, hurt, and embarrassed by it, thinking less of himself and that his parents lied to him; Ephraim thinks that she became a prostitute because of him and what happened to her; He feels tainted and unworthy after finding this out and for a couple chapters he thinks this; The assault is only described as a violation of the girl and of her trust of the man, no other terms like assault or rape are used in the story part of the book (assault is used in the discussion questions) *End of Spoilers*; *Spoilers* The other woman who leaves the brothel with Birdie, Olga, is pregnant; She would have seen someone who would get rid of it, but didn’t want to hurt the baby because it did nothing wrong, so she was thankful when the reverend came; Olga doesn’t plan to keep the baby, however, thinking it would be best of both of them; Olga says she isn’t good or clean and the baby proves it; She plans to give the baby to a place that will find a good home for the infant; *Major Spoiler* She chooses to get married to a widower and keeping the baby which seems to be a very good solution for her and the man *End of Spoilers*; Many mentions of houses of ill repute/brothels, prostitutes, the women of the house of ill repute’s “visitors”, the women bragging about how many favor them, & being “more friendly” to the men; Mentions of abortions (never directly named, but said as “the person who could make babies leave a mother’s womb” and getting rid of a baby); Mentions of out-of-wedlock pregnancies, the prostitutes who get pregnant at a brothel being casted out if they got pregnant, them leaving the brothels to give birth elsewhere, & seeing someone who would get rid of it so they could continue to work at the brothel (one women didn’t want to do that because the baby did nothing wrong but doesn’t want to keep the baby herself); Mentions of crushes/liking someone, infatuation, & being jealous; Mentions of flirting; A few mentions of adultery; A few mentions of Birdie’s mother running off with a man; A few mentions of some of the women being attracted to Ephraim since he is the only available man around them (this has happened since he first had whiskers; It’s added that sometimes the loneliness would tempt him to respond to the women, but his mother encouraged him to find his joy and fulfillment in God while praying about a future spouse); A couple mentions of a prostitute getting a pair of horses in a trade for her services; A couple mentions of others making speculations if a single man ran a home to rescue and rehabilitate fallen women; A couple mentions of a teenaged girl’s father kicking her out after seeing her kiss a guy which lead her to go to work at a brothel; A couple mentions of reputations & scandals; A couple mentions of married couples kissing (barely-above-not-detailed); A mention of the possibility of women being molested; A mention of Birdie knowing how babies are made; A mention of a father calling his teenaged daughter “bad names” when finding her kissing a guy; A mention of a woman appraising Ephraim; Some love, falling in love, & the emotions;
             *Note: Mentions of others snubbing the women who work at house of ill repute (including the “Christian folk”); A few mentions of Birdie giving other women privacy when changing; A couple mentions of a wife and child passing away in childbirth; A mention of a brothel owner wearing sheer clothes in front of a man to make him squirm; A mention of brothel workers not being appropriately dressed.
 
-Elizabeth “Birdie” Clarkson, age 17-18
-Ephraim Overly, age 26
                                P.O.V. switches between them, Ophelia  
                                         Set in 1895 (Epilogue in 1890)
                                                        352 pages


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My personal Rating- 

{ Add up to a full star for Older Teens who may relate to the feeling of not feeling worthy enough for God‘s love or a “lost cause”.}

 

Even though I’ve read and enjoyed many books by this author, I was hesitant to read this book due to it being compared to “Redeeming Love” and “Where the Road Bends” by Rachel Fordham, two books which I admittedly didn’t like due to content and how events in those books played out. That said, I decided to try this book because I’ve enjoyed the faith content this author puts into her books and thought she wouldn’t go into the details of the unfortunate lifestyle that Birdie was tricked into. The actual parts of that house of ill repute are actually only in the first two chapters, so it while there’s many mentions of prostitution and the women feeling ashamed by their pasts, it was kept PG in terms of the actual content, I venture to say, but would still say it’s better for ages 16+. 

 

I was concerned that this book might have the “savior” trope that is very common with this type of plot-line—that is, when the male lead is looked as the main girl’s savior out of a hard or terrible situation and their love is what is the main message of this book. But, once again, I had hope in this author’s faith content shining through and being the true redemptive message and that’s exactly what happened. The faith content was so strong throughout this book and there were very few pages where God wasn’t thought out or prayed to on page. The faith content truly makes this book stand out with the message of God wanting everyone to come to Him no matter your past actions. 

 

I do think that Ephraim fell a bit quickly for Birdie as he wanted to protect her more than the other girls, but the romance was definitely second fiddle to the important faith content and faith moments throughout the book. 

 

Both Ephraim and Birdie could be considered sheltered in different ways, so they did have their moments and thoughts that felt younger than their ages—but then again, Birdie was only seventeen so it makes sense for her. I did find it hard to connect to both of them and I wouldn’t say this is a new favorite by this talented author, but I did enjoy all of the faith moments and discussions.

 

 

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*BFCG may (Read the review to see) recommend this book by this author. It does not mean I recommend all the books by this author.

*I received this book for free from the Publisher (Revell) for this honest review.

Friday, May 26, 2023

"From This Moment" by Kim Vogel Sawyer

About this book:

  “How Long Will They Allow the Past to Steal Their Future?
   As someone who spent his entire childhood adrift in the foster-care system, Jase Edgar always dreamed of one day putting down roots and starting his own family. But when his fiancée is killed in a tragic accident, his plans and sense of purpose are shattered. An opportunity to serve as a youth pastor in Kansas might be his chance for a fresh start, but he can't seem to set aside his doubts long enough to fully embrace his new life. After all, how can a God who's supposed to be good allow such terrible things to happen?
    Lori Fowler is battling her own challenges. Due to a strained relationship with her father and a hidden eating disorder, she's never been sure she is worthy of love. She conceals her insecurities beneath her spunky personality, and even her best friend, Kenzie Stetler, a former Amish woman living apart from her family in the English world, doesn't realize how desperate Lori is for change.
   When a donation to Kenzie's weaving project leads to a puzzling mystery, the lives of these three people will intersect in ways no one ever expected. The journey will require courage … if they ever hope to release the past and move forward into a joyful future.”


Series: No, a stand-alone. 


Spiritual Content- Isaiah 43:19 at the beginning; Scriptures are read, remembered, quoted, & preached; Many prayers & thanking God (including praying for a missionary); Church going & preaching; Many talks about God, trusting Him, Him filling us up, & praying; 'H's are capital when referring to God; Jase is angry at God for taking his fiancée, struggles with bitterness towards God’s plan and feeling empty, and asks God to prove Himself to him; Jase feels like he’s been anointed a few times (unsure of what that feeling is at first); Jase is the new youth minister for a group of high schoolers & there are a few of his lessons/teachings; Jase preaches one Sunday to the congregation; Kenzie was raised Amish, but left the church during her rumspringe because someone witnessed to her that salvation isn’t earned (unlike how she was raised with always trying to please God); Kenzie wonders if she should go witness to her family about grace; Many, many mentions of God, trusting Him, His plan, Jesus, & the Holy Spirit; Many, many mentions of churches, church going, Bible studies, Sunday school classes, youth groups, small groups, ministries, hymns, worship, sermons, & pastors; Many mentions of prayers, praying, & blessings over food; Mentions of Jesus’ sacrifice, Easter, & Good Friday; Mentions of those & events in the Bible; Mentions of Bibles, Bible reading, books of the Bible, & other books that pastors use; Mentions of Christians & faiths; Mentions of Heaven; Mentions of missionaries, mission projects, mission trips, & witnessing; Mentions of testimonies; Mentions of blessings & being Blessed; Mentions of the strict rules of the Amish sect Kenzie grew up in (including that she could never go back to the “system of hoping to earn her right to heaven” and that she was taught that prayer is private, so that’s why she doesn’t pray out loud); Mentions of sins; A few mentions of accepting Jesus & being baptized; A couple mentions of a Christian radio station; A mention of a church camp; A mention of a wooden cross; 
             *Note: A mention of “sin’s damnation”; A mention of evildoers; A mention of public high schoolers facing the pressure to fit in and “adopt the popular belief systems instead of following God’s instruction, the general disdain toward Christian values, even from some of the teachers”. 
 

Negative Content- Minor cussing including: an ‘ever-lovin’’, two ‘idiot’, three forms of ‘stupid’, four ‘sheesh’s, and six ‘dumb’s; Some eye rolling & sarcasm; A health condition & discomfort from it (Congestive heart failure); A bit of lying (Lori, who feels guilt over it); Lori’s father has belittled her since her mother passed away (emotional abuse) & since then she craves others’ praise; Grief (Jase for his fiancée & Lori for her mother and also the relationship she wishes she had with her father); Mentions of a car accident & deaths (Jase’s fiancée, he was in the car as well, barely-above-not-detailed); Mentions of grief (for a fiancée, a mother, and a wife); Mentions of alcohol, drinking, & drunks (Lori’s father since she mother passed away); Mentions of lies & lying; Mentions of jealousy; A handful of mentions of sharks & nightmares from a documentary on them; A couple mentions of the death of an infant; A couple mentions of possible muggings & arrests; A couple mentions of breaking and entering; A couple mentions of fathers not being in the picture & a deadbeat father; A couple mentions of mean nicknames from children to a young Lori; A mention of the possibility of someone’s body being broken or mind changed after a car accident; A mention of starvation; A mention of thieves; A mention of rumors; A mention of a teen saying his mom would want him to run to the liquor store if he was old enough; A mention of gambling; A mention of cigarettes; 
             *Note: Lori binge eats when feeling emotional (happy or sad) and then gets mad at herself for falling to the temptation to over-eat again (this happens multiple times and she buys vitamins to help curb her appetite; *Spoiler* Toward the end, Jase and Kenzie helps her to realize that she can stop overeating with God’s help and she does well at it *End of Spoiler*); Jase was in foster care for most of his childhood due to his mother’s mental illness (he was diagnosed with OCD was in 7th grade); Mentions of social media (Facebook, Instagram, & Etsy); A few mentions of brand names (U-Haul, Kool-Aid, & M&M); A few mentions of a basketball team; A couple mentions of a TV show (The Andy Griffith Show & I Love Lucy); A mention of a car brand; A mention of Prince Harry. 
 
 
Sexual Content- A fingers-to-lips touch, a cheek kiss, a barely-above-not-detailed kiss, and a semi-detailed kiss; Touches, Embraces, & Hand holding (barely-above-not-detailed); Wanting to embrace; Blushes; Noticing (barely-above-not-detailed); a ‘hot’; Mentions of crushes; Mentions of jealousy; A few mentions of a date & boyfriend; A few mentions of hand holding; A few mentions of blushes & winks; A couple mentions of married couples kissing; A couple mentions of making sheep’s eyes; A couple mentions of a teen saying a youth pastor is a “full meal deal”; A mention of a young man’s tone sounding bitter when the topic of having a wife and kids are brought up; A bit of love, falling in love, & the emotions;
             *Note: Jase is told not to meet any of the kids in his apartment or have the door of his office at the church closed to be safe (so no scandal is caused); Mentions of Lori’s weight (she calls herself pudgy, tubby, fat, a pig, and ugly (most of these are based from comments her father made to her)); A mention of puberty; A mention of hormonal teenagers. 
 
-Jase Edgar
-Lori Fowler, age 26
-Kenzie Stetler, age 28
                                P.O.V. switches between them & Merlin
                                                        352 pages


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My personal Rating- 

I’ve read many books by this author before, but this was my first fully contemporary books by her. I’ve enjoyed so many of her historical novels, though, so I had high hopes for this one. 

I will say that I had a harder time in the middle of this book because of Lori. I really wanted to like her and wanted to see that her worth comes from God, not the size of her clothing, it just took a bit to get there. (Which is realistic, but I just wanted that happiness for her to come sooner than later.)
I felt for Jase and really liked seeing his point of view parts. The ending of this story seemed a little be rushed, but it still brought tears to my eyes. 

I would say that “From This Moment” is a hidden gem in the Christian Fiction market. It’s light romance and follows four different people that all have their own challenges and outlooks on life. Overall, I enjoyed it. 

 

 

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