Showing posts with label Historical Fantasy. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Historical Fantasy. Show all posts

Friday, November 1, 2024

"The Lost Rose" by Victoria Lynn

About this book:

  “Years have passed, the world has changed, and loss has punctuated the lives of the Eliran people.
    A royal disaster, a changing country, and political alliances faltering at every turn, the land of Elira is struggling to maintain its borders, its perseverance… and it’s hope.
    A knight on a quest, a lost princess, an evil foreign ruler, and a secret of epic proportions will change the face - and the future - of Elira forever.”


Series: Book #3 in “The Chronicles of Elira” series. Review of Book #1 Here! and Book #2 Here! (Best to read the books in order.)


Spiritual Content- Many, many Scriptures are quoted, remembered, mentioned, thought about, & discussed; Many, many prayers (including it being said that characters are praying in tongues (not written) and with incoherent words) & Thanking God; Worshiping & Hymns/songs of worship; Many talks about God, Jesus Christ, the Holy Spirit, trusting in Him, Him always being with us, having hope, & witnessing; ‘H’s are capital when referring to God and Jesus; God speaks to the main characters (usually Scriptures changed to be as if God was saying it to them); Feeling peace from & the nearness of God; Taking communion together with a group; Rosalie was told that no matter what happened to her, the Lord’s words would always comfort her & has many Scriptures memorized; In his time of grief, Elgon asks God why something happened and what did he do wrong (a Scripture comes to mind at this); Elgon feels a sickening ache at the thought of going against an order from God (so he does not go against it); Many, many mentions of God, Jesus Christ, the Holy Spirit, trusting in Him, having and holding onto hope, & having peace; Many mentions of prayers, praying, answered prayers, praying in tongues and in “words [the character] didn’t even know”, thanking God, & praising God; Mentions of witnessing & bringing Christ to other lands; Mentions of those & events in the Bible; Mentions of hymns & singing Scriptures; Mentions of Heaven (including being given a perfect body and soul & spending every second in worshiping the King of kings); Mentions of others being attuned to the spirit realm (including by prophetic dreams); Mentions of miracles; A few mentions of angels; A few mentions of blessings; A mention of fasting; A mention of someone having God-given magic (her talent for healing and helping others, not actual magic);
             *Note: Religious phrases are said such as: “Mój boże.” is said once by a side character, a ‘God alive’, a ‘for the King’s sake’, a ‘for heaven’s sake’, a ‘law’ (exclamation), a ‘merciful heavens’, two ‘saints alive’, and two ‘sakes alive’; A person is said to have been “damned” to a life imprisonment; A man is called a demon; *Spoiler* Malcolm runs fast as if he’s flying after meeting someone that is implied to be an angel *End of Spoiler*; Rosalie thinks that to truly know someone is to “know the depths of the evil inside” of the person and is concerned if others will see evil in her; Elgon feels the weight of his crown with the monarchs of past “hanging about the metal circlet like ghosts crowded around their past lives”; Rumors about Rosalie being a witch (locked in a tower) were spread & Malcolm uses it to their advantage (such as threatening that she’ll put a spell on the person of he talks about seeing her; This is done for her safety and Malcolm asks God to forgive him); When thinking about a certain forest that has rumors of ghosts and demons, Malcolm doesn’t doubt that there are demons as they use peoples’ fear against them and adds that “lands carried the sins of those that made them, and when allowed to stay, the evil was given a right to what should never have been under its authority in the first place”(but he notes he has a weapon that would defeat such spirits); Rosalie doesn’t believe in ghosts, but does wonder if there’s something that will harm them in a forest; Mentions of the devil & the enemy; Mentions of hell (Christ saving us from eternal hell, a battle being referred to as “the very gates of hell”, there being “hell to pay” if something happens, all hell breaking loose, “holding back hell” with a battle, someone taking in the “very depths of hell” to get someone back, Rosalie’s prison being referred to as “the hell” she had left twice, a literal mention of hell (the place), & the “hell” of someone’s injuries being his penance); Mentions of mountains and a forest that seem “otherworldly” and that is rumored to have “cursed/evil spirits”, ghosts, or “demons of the past” (the latter adds those demons are “witches and devils and the bodies of those [the king] had defeated who had been too cursed to pass into the heavenly realm”) lurking in them (someone else says that the people in that country believe in “witches, spirits and seances with ghosts” in the forest, but she and her group know there is only one Spirit, the Holy Spirit who is “more powerful than anything than they will ever give Him credit for”); Mentions of a superstitious country and the people there living in fear of a spiritual battle that may not exist because of the lack of knowledge about Christ; Mentions of rumored witches & them casting a spell on others (including rumors about Rosalie & an elderly woman that the villagers call a witch but is not one); Mentions of the ghosts of someone’s past; Mentions of evil (including evil people and their evil actions); A couple mentions of unseen force of darkness being felt; A couple mentions of bad memories being like ghosts trying to hunt someone down; A couple mentions of past demons (in someone’s life); A mention of “ungodly” voices in a forest; A mention of a “god forsaken” land; A mention of something not being written by God in the stars; A mention of hellfire befalling someone; A mention of an evil man being called a demon; A mention of a legend about the “king of the dark realm” mining a place and creating a castle; A mention of musicians casting a “spell” on their listeners; A mention of something calling to someone like a siren; A mention of a rabbit’s foot (to keep a plague away; not sincerely believed in and called witchcraft); A mention of a witches brew.
 

Negative Content- Minor cussing including: a ‘blasted’, a cut-off “bit him on the a—“, a cut-off “horse—“, an ‘idiot’, a ‘shift it’, two ‘stupid’s, and five ‘shut up’s; Mentions of curses (said, but not written including by Malcolm); A bit of eye rolling; Good characters lie to the enemy for the sake of their or others’ safety; Almost falling off a cliff, a cave-in, Fighting/Attacking, Shooting arrows, Being shot/shot at, Being slapped, Being kicked, Being captured/tied-up, Being sick, Pain, Injuries, Blisters, Blood/Bleeding, Passing out, & Throwing up (up to semi-detailed); *Spoiler* A main character loses a limb, up to border-line barely-above-not-detailed // semi-detailed *End of Spoiler*; Grief & Heartbreak/Pain (up to semi-detailed); Recalling fighting, battles, pain, injuries, blood/bleeding, & throwing up (up to semi-detailed); Seeing someone with a slit throat & not being able to be saved (border-line barely-above-not-detailed // semi-detailed); Seeing fighting, battles, someone held at knife-point, others injured and bleeding/blood, & bodies (up to semi-detailed); Seeing the death of a pony (falling off a cliff and crying over it) & a horse being shot by an arrow (border-line barely-above-not-detailed // semi-detailed); A villain slaps his son (in his point of view, up to semi-detailed); Rosalie recalls her childhood days of pain and abuse (barely-above-not-detailed); Malcolm is tempted to kill someone and call it self-defense (though it would be unprovoked and an enemy); Both Rosalie & Malcolm have a hot toddy to get warm; During communion, Malcolm has a sip of the wine (unsaid if Rosalie does); Later, Malcom is given wine to drink for his injuries; Malcolm acts drunk to get by some guards; Elgon doesn’t care for wine after losing his memory (Book #1) and being unable to control his own mind; *Spoilers* When Elgon found out that Violet (who was pregnant) was captured by enemy forces, he grieves hard but holds onto hope for the majority of the book and years she is missing; As the years pass by, many others believe that she is gone, but he continues to hold onto the hope that she and their child are alive; *Bigger Spoilers* Towards the end of the book and in the last few years, he gets the feeling that Violet is no longer alive and is heartbroken *End of Spoilers*; Rosalie grieves someone she believe has died & also what could have been (had she not be taken from her parents); Many, many mentions of wars, battles, fighting, being under attack, weapons, deaths, & bodies (up to semi-detailed); Many mentions of slavery, slaves, slave traders, being held captive, hostages, prison-like places, & abuse; Many mentions of fevers/illnesses, injuries, pain, blood/bleeding, & losing limbs (up to semi-detailed); Mentions of villages being ransacked/raided, stealing, & deaths; Mentions of plagues & deaths; Mentions of poisons & deaths/murders; Mentions of deaths, grieving (including of missing loved ones), & widows and orphans;  Mentions of people willing to lay down their lives for others or their country (including for Rosalie); Mentions of guards roughing Rosalie around (& getting in trouble for it as they’re not supposed to harm her); Mentions of possible injuries (up to semi-detailed); Mentions of throwing up; Mentions of alcohol, drinking (including for injuries and to stay warm), & drunks; Mentions of gossip & rumors; Mentions of lies, lying, & liars; Mentions of nightmares (including ones of Rosalie waking up that she is going to be held captive again by an enemy); Mentions of tattoos (including by a group of good people to recognize others in their group; looked upon positively); Mentions of hunting & traps; A few mentions of starving children; A few mentions of hatred; A couple mentions of torture; A couple mentions of threatening to slit someone’s throat (a hostage); A couple mentions of burns/scars; A couple mentions of jealousy; A mention of a fire sacrifice; A mention of gambling; A mention of wolves attacking shepherds and their flock; A mention of a place smelling like a chamber pot;
             *Note: Rosalie recalls the feeling of being held captive & struggles to breath when thinking about it and possibly being held captive again at times; Both Rosalie and Malcom have a negative voice telling them lies (including Rosalie not understand why others believe her to be worth a great sacrifice on their parts); Malcolm feels like a failure and has guilt over not being able to protect someone & at one point, thinks he deserves to die; Malcolm doesn’t want to get married or have children because he was seen others grieve and doesn’t want to be the reason someone has a lifetime of sorrow.
 
 
Sexual Content- A hand kiss and seven kisses by married couples (most barely-above-not-detailed with one being borderline to semi-detailed); A few touches, embraces, nearness, & smelling between a married couple (borderline barely-above-not-detailed // semi-detailed); Rosalie expects that the king’s plan for her is to join his courtesans (which she adds that those women are “nice enough” but that they have to live their lives pleasing the king and she hopes there’s more for her life than that); The king wants Rosalie brought to him on her fifteenth birthday & she didn’t understand as a child, but started to understand as a teen when he would visit her more frequently with a look that brought her “fear and confusion” (*Spoiler* Towards the end, it’s revealed that he plans for her to marry his son and bare him a child which will allow him to be in control of more countries *End of Spoiler*); A guard grabs Rosalie’s face and says she’s becoming pretty (she demands he let her go and he slaps her; it’s said that other guards that tried to touch her were never heard from again as she is the king’s); Mentions of girls being rescued from another country (implied human trafficking and/or prostitution) & a bordello (added that the young women were rescued from a place they were in against their wills and “made to do things that no human being should ever have to do outside of their own wishes or desires”); Mentions of married couples kissing & their kisses (barely-above-not-detailed); A couple mentions of blushes; A mention of a woman (who is hinted to have been abused by men) shuddering when innocently touched by a man; A mention of a flirtatious grin;
             *Note: A mention of a mother nursing her baby.
 
-Rosalie
-Malcum
-Elgon
                                P.O.V. switches between them & others  
                                                        602 pages
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Pre Teens- 
New Teens- 
Early High School Teens- 
Older High School Teens- 
My personal Rating- 
I have so many emotions and I don’t know where to start. When I first began this book, I was eager to find out what’s happened to these characters in the last fourteen years, but also very nervous as well. Which was totally fair and reasonable because ahhh! So much has happened and not all of it is good. My heart is ripped out of my chest a bit, I won’t lie over that ending, but I’m holding onto hope that we’ll see certain characters again in the next book.
 
Speaking of hope. The faith content in this book was absolutely lovely and so incredibly encouraging to read. The messaging of hanging onto hope and fully trusting on God is something I so needed to read and it touched my heart in more ways than one. The faiths, prayers, Scriptures, and living fully for the Lord is such a prevalent part of this book and is truly the backbone of the plot in such a brilliant way. 
 
To my fellow fans of the prior two books: Brace yourself. That’s all I can say without giving spoilers, but know that as I say those two words about twenty different emotions flashed on my face and tears welled up in my eyes. Brace yourself. 
 
I had goosebumps at the prologue and was kept in suspense the entire book, waiting on two important scenes to happen. Like I said above, my heart is slightly battered after reading everything that these characters have gone through in the last fourteen years since the first book and then also in just the current-day setting of this book. So many scenes played out in my head like a movie, which not every book does that for me. I think that’s why this book flew by despite being 600+ pages long—and probably because I was desperate for reunion scenes. 
 
Rosalie was a dear girl and has been through so much in her fourteen years. While I’m never quite sure what to think about characters in books getting older and reading about their children, I could see so much of her parents in her and that truly endeared her to me. Her faith, courage, and outlook on life was all so similar to Violet and Elgon, my heart was warmed by it. Also seeing her open up to Malcom and him to her was precious. The protector/uncle storyline was so well-done and such an important part of this book that I immensely enjoyed. 
 
I needed book four yesterday when I started this book, haha. If anyone needs me, I’m going to be cuddled with an emotional-support, fluffy blanket and a cup of tea until it releases. I’m only slightly kidding as I type that. Only slightly. I’ll just be here, waiting and holding onto hope for a certain reunion scene. (Please, dear author, please.)

 

 

 

See y’all on Friday with a new review! 




*BFCG may (Read the review to see) recommend this book by this author. It does not mean I recommend all the books by this author.

*I received this book for free from the Author for this honest review and endorsement.

Friday, September 20, 2024

"This Life of Mine" by Victoria Lynn

About this book:

  “Marcus is tired of losing those he loves. The last shred of his childhood has been uprooted and he feels alone… again. When the ruler's new policies take effect, the anger of the Rusalkan mountain king is unleashed upon the borderlands.
    With refugees streaming into Elira by the hundreds, the stories from the wall are horrific. Marcus joins a convoy to lend his medical skills to those in need at the Eliran border. What he finds there is about to change his life forever.
    Dilara’s life as a slave in Rusalka was anything but idealistic. Consumed by a system that was designed to use, abuse, and discard the likes of her, she has been taken through the very depths. Carrying a traumatic secret and wounded in her frenzied escape, she finds herself with an unlikely protector and an even more confusing relationship. Can she traverse the waters of this new life and make it her own?
    And can Marcus overcome his own deformities to find the one missing piece? Or will his life forever be marked by suffering and sacrifice?”


Series: Book #2 in “The Chronicles of Elira” series. Review of Book #1 Here!


Spiritual Content- Many Scriptures are quoted, remembered, mentioned, & discussed; Many prayers, talking to God, praising God, & thanking God; Lots of witnessing to others; Many, many talks and discussions about God, Jesus, beliefs, listening to God’s voice which is true, having worth, God always being with us, some believing that God isn’t doing anything for some people, & giving our burdens to God; 'H's are capital when referring to God; God talks and whispers to both Marcus & Dilara (usually Scriptures changed to be as if God was saying it to them); Marcus has a deep faith, but at the beginning feels like God is distant after hearing some distressing news, he rebels against the desire to talk to his Maker (he feels guilt about this shortly later); A man says that status matters to everyone, “even the Lord” and Marcus has a discussion with him about God and witnessed to him; Both Dilara and a side character say a prayer along the lines of “if there is a God out there”; Marcus prays “in the Spirit” and keeps a small Bible with him always; Marcus cries out to God about feeling like his life is a waste and full of “nothingness” for Him (also thinking for the majority of the book that anyone else could do what he does; He surrenders these feelings to God, but they come back again); Dilara feels so voided of feelings, she wonders if she is in Heaven (which would be a “mad trick of fate”) or in hell (but “where was the fire?”); Dilara thinks that Marcus’ God was not the One she knew as the one she knows of is “distant” and turns “a blind eye to the pain of mere mortals” & that perhaps she was too dirty for Marcus’ Lord to care about her; *Spoilers* Towards the end, Dilara hears an evil voice (her captor) saying lies and another says for the evil to be gone in Jesus’ name which clears her head to hear God’s voice; She tells God that she is His and to take her; Dilara feels the emptiness in her womb close up and knit together, missing the baby but healing; She starts reading the Bible; When Marcus talks negatively about himself and not doing anything, Dilara vehemently tells him that she is here because of how God has used him, which makes him realize that he has been believing lies about himself *End of Spoilers*; Dilara looks at Marcus’ eyes as if “those eyes were the only link to Heaven she knew. Like a portal to world she only wished she could live in”; Many, many mentions of God, Jesus Christ, & believing in Him; Many mentions of prayers, praying, answered prayers, & praising God; Mentions of those & events in the Bible; Mentions of Heaven; Mentions of miracles; Mentions of godsends; A handful of mentions of Violet (Book #1) and her family having the gift of premonitions or second sight (also said that one seemed to have “the ability to see into the spirit world”); A few mentions of blessings (which some see as curses); A few mentions of sins & sinners; A mention of Christian duty; A mention of hymns; 
             *Note: The word ‘hell’ is used in describing places and events (such as Marcus’ healing years being his own version of “a living hell”, slavery being “a hell of man’s making”, Dilara currently living in a “living hell” and later referring to it as that again, & a storm sounding like the “very gates of hell were threatening to burst” with the howls of wind); “Good heavens” and “mercy me and saints above” are both said once; A wolf is around Dilara and the eyes are described as “something…otherworldly” and “almost…heavenly” (at first Marcus is concerned about it, but then feels peace about the wolf and knows that God has a purpose in it, thinking about the verse about entertaining angels unaware and later about the she-wolf being an “angel of comfort”); Mentions of evil men & the evil look in their eyes; A few mentions of Marcus’ tea being like a “witch’s brew” according to a side character (very herbal); A couple mentions of a song about pagan beliefs; A mention of Dilara having a feeling inside of her that is like a caged demon; A mention of a storm being like a “demon unleashed”; A mention of a man being “no better than a demon”; A mention of a siren call; A mention of a story about a mermaid.
 

Negative Content- Minor cussing including: a ‘what in blazes’, two ‘blasted’s, two forms of ‘stupid’, and three forms of ‘idiot’; Eye rolling; Feeling near death & fighting it (up to semi-detailed); Major pain, Injuries, Blood/Bleeding, Fevers, Frostbite, & Passing out (semi-detailed); Being attacked, almost abducted, hit, & slapped (plus recalling some of this, up to semi-detailed); Doctoring others (up to semi-detailed); Seeing deaths & grieving (including of an infant and grieving a pet disappearing, up to semi-detailed); Hearing a fight between a man and a wolf & the animal being injured (up to semi-detailed); Dilara was sold as a child (eight years old) to a man (which was her father’s doing and her mother told her to do whatever the man says as it “will go easy with” her that way); Marcus was attacked and beaten as a boy which resulted in his hip being disjoined and many broken bones & since then has been in a lot of pain often and struggles with feeling like a burden; Many, many mentions of pain, injuries, blood/bleeding, passing out, frostbite, broken bones, surgeries, & Marcus doctoring others (up to semi-detailed); Many mentions of wars, refugees, fighting, attacks, assaults, violence, beatings (including Marcus’ own as a child, up to semi-detailed); Mentions of deaths (including the deaths of infants, up to semi-detailed); Mentions of slavery, slaves, slave owners, being chained, & people being sent to the mines and never heard from again; Mentions of lies & lying; Mentions of hatred; Mentions of gossip; Mentions of nightmares; A few mentions of drowning men (used as a simile); A couple mentions of murderers (Dilara views herself as one); A couple mentions of executions; A couple mentions of a man choking Dilara; A couple mentions of people being whipped; A couple mentions of raids; A couple mentions of alcohol & drunks; 
             *Note: Marcus feels like he is a burden to those around him and useless (others tell him that is not the case, but he struggles to believe it; This is a major part of the book and though Marcus knows the truth, he doesn’t live by it every moment); Marcus overhears someone say that it would have been “easier” if Marcus had died and “not experience such a harsh life”; Marcus wonders if he was the cause of someone’s death (who interfered with the authority figures during his beating) & thinks that he should have died that day; Marcus tries not to linger in his self-pity but does think less of himself & call himself a cripple; *Spoiler* Towards the help, Marcus realizes that he has been believing lies about himself *End of Spoiler*; Dilara (in a flashback after being sold) wonders if she should burn herself and if that would make her seem less desirable to the men at the bordello; *Spoilers, but note about a miscarriage* The man who bought Dilara and got her pregnant gave her a poison to cause a miscarriage/stillbirth; She was unaware and feels incredible guilt for being unable to protect her child; Later, she calls herself a murderer because she couldn’t keep her baby in her womb; The miscarriage is described with her desperately trying to keep the baby inside of her, extreme pain, blood, and a “tiny form” (up to semi-detailed on the pain, blood, and emotions); She has phantom cramps and feels her womb empty; Towards the end when Dilara accepts God, she feels the pain in womb closing up and knitting together (healing) *End of Spoilers*; Others tell Dilara that she is worthy of love (which she doesn’t believe); Dilara has an episode similar to a panic attack (up to semi-detailed); A young boy has prejudice towards those from a certain country & voices it (stemming from his town being raided by the people & Marcus talks to him about it); A mention of some people having broken minds.
 
 
Sexual Content- A cheek kiss, a not-detailed kiss, and two barely-above-not-detailed kisses; A bit of touches, embraces, smelling, & noticing (barely-above-not-detailed); In the author’s forward at the beginning of the book, she shares that this book has a Trigger Warning for mentions of a miscarriage, implied/forced abortion, abuse and implied sexual assault/prostitution and did her best to write “these stories as tactfully, gently, and realistically as possible, all while maintaining a level of decorum that will allow this book to be enjoyed by many ages.”; Dilara was sold to a man at a young age (eight years old) by her father & there are flashbacks to it (including comments about men treating her like brutes, men using her, making obscenities and crass comments, the men’s eager hands trying to grab her, & the man who bought her “saving” her for something); Later, it’s said that the men treated Dilara and other girls like they weren’t human and wallowed in something that “should never have been theirs to begin with”; Towards the end, Dilara is described as “the girl who had been trained from so young an age that she was worth nothing but what her body could give”; Dilara is concerned that two men touched her when she was unconscious and then has a look of “resignation” (they did not touch her); *Spoiler* The man who bought Dilara at an age young was saving her for himself; She got pregnant and he gave her a poison to cause a miscarriage; She curses “the man who had made her what she was, who had given her the life inside of her…only to snatch it from her grasp before it could even live” and says that she had “outlived [her] usefulness to them. They had already taken the one thing from [her] that provided the most value.”; Past the half-way point, the man comes for Dilara and drags her to take her back with him and also gropes her (this could be scary for some readers, though she is saved in time, up to semi-detailed) *End of Spoilers*; Dilara is suddenly concerned that a man will betray her (taking a step back and being frightened by him); Marcus believes he is too broken for anyone to love, also thinking that he couldn’t keep up with a child of his own or a wife; Dilara doesn’t believe anyone can love her because she is unworthy of it and dirty (adding later that God could not make her beautiful and Marcus tells her that none of it was her fault; *Spoiler* She comments about maybe not wanting to heal because she would have to let go and move on from her son; Marcus disagrees with that thought *End of Spoiler*); Mentions of a bordello, prostitution, & young girls being sold; Some love, falling in love, & the emotions;
             *Note: Miscarriage content listed in the Negative Content Note section above; Labor (*Spoiler* twice, one with the miscarriage and one at the end with her child with Marcus which is bittersweet for her, up to semi-detailed for both with mentions of her pain and him helping deliver the baby *End of Spoiler*); A mention of a woman’s monthly bleed.
 
-Dilara
-Marcus, age 20
                                P.O.V. switches between them 
                                                        332 pages


~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

Pre Teens- 

New Teens- 

Early High School Teens- 


Older High School Teens- 

My personal Rating- 

{Trigger Warning for a miscarriage, forced abortion, abuse, & sexual assault/prostitution}

Ever since reading “Once I Knew”, I’ve been excited to read Marcus’ story. While I really enjoyed all the herb parts as that’s something I’m highly interested in, I was most excited to see this sweetheart learn and accept his worth in Christ. He’s so quick to have Scriptures come to mind and believes in them for others, but it’s hard for him to apply every single one to his own life and I think that’s incredibly relatable. 

 

I knew that with the topics discussed in this book, I would probably end up crying. Maybe it was because I had prepared myself enough, but I didn’t cry as much as I expected. I have to note that I really appreciate the heads up on the content at the beginning of the book and wish more authors would do this! Serious and possibly triggering topics like the following are discussed: mentions of miscarriage, implied/forced abortion, abuse and implied sexual assault/prostitution.

 

My heart broke for the injustices and horror that Dilara has lived through. We’re told bits and pieces in a delicate way, but it never felt like we were wading in the sin or that the author was glamorizing it all, which I truly appreciate. 

 

This definitely isn’t your typical romance book. Both of our main leads are so hurt. Marcus is quick to comfort others, but hard on himself and struggles with why God has left him on this earth when he feels like a burden to everyone around him. He notes at one point that “it was one thing to believe the things he knew to be true and another to truly life that belief” and I have to appreciate how realistic that was because I think many of us are guilty of doing the same thing. 

 

It could have very easily gone into the “savior” trope of our male lead rescuing and saving the main girl from whatever circumstances she’s in. I don’t care for seeing that trope because often times the male lead ends up replacing the girl’s need for Jesus. This book wasn’t that way at all—Marcus recognizes Dilara’s hurt as he is also someone who has been hurt. They both need Jesus and that’s the majority of the book. It was really nice to see the “romance” (which was very soft and light) take the back-burner to what was truly life-or-death—their salvation and hope in Christ. 

 

Despite being a book featuring harder topics, this was an easy book to read in the way of the pages flying by as I read. I will note that there’s a few flashbacks that are intertwined in that took me a bit to realize they were flashbacks because they didn’t make sense for the current time and so I was a bit confused about what was happening. Time moves quickly in this story, similar to the first book in the series. 

 

Some might be uncomfortable with the mentions of a wolf being seen as otherworldly, but it’s clear that the wolf is sent from God or even an Angel in disguise rather than a the “spirit guard/spirit guard” concept that isn’t Christian. I wasn’t sure what to think about it at the beginning, but I appreciate that the author clearly states a few times that the wolf is from God. 

 

Older teens & adults, if you’re ever struggled with the thought of not being useful to others or not understanding why God has you here, this might be a book to seriously consider reading. Marcus has these thoughts ever since he was attacked and beaten as a young boy and it’s a common thread throughout his parts and him taking to God about it. Scripture after Scripture comes to his mind to assure him that God has a plan for him and it was touching to see. Overall and despite the hard topics, I really enjoyed this book. 

 

 

See y’all on Friday with a new review! 





*BFCG may (Read the review to see) recommend this book by this author. It does not mean I recommend all the books by this author.

Friday, June 24, 2022

"Once I Knew" by Victoria Lynn

About this book:

  “Violet lives her quiet little life in her sleepy village. Trying to remain as dead to the politics that are threatening their world as possible. She follows the rules, stays out of trouble and does her best to remain out of sight of the dreaded and overbearing Kingsmen.
    With the new regent on the throne, the country has been thrown into a turmoil. Unlike the kindly king before him, the new ruler is overbearing, frightening and tyrannical in his rule. Taxes are bleeding the people dry and without the money or goods to pay, they have been forced into penal servitude and imprisonment by the Kingsmen, who know no mercy. The despair and fear that has taken over their lives has ruled out any level of hope.
    When Violet stumbles upon an unconscious and injured Kingsman in the woods, despite the consequences, she cannot help but take care of the injured man. When he wakes and has no memory of who he is, she takes the only precaution that will keep her and her grandmother safe; she destroys the evidence of his past life.
    If Violet’s lowly Kingsman regains his memory, will she be able to live with the consequences? And will the Kingsman be able to live with his past life?”


Series: Book #1 in “The Chronicles of Elira” series.


Spiritual Content- Galatians 5:1 at the beginning; Scriptures are mentioned, quoted, & remembered; Many prayers & thanking God; God talks to Violet & Obed; A couple hymns are remembered & sung; Talks about God, His plan, being a child of God, & praying; A discussion about God, why He is/isn’t rescuing His people right away, & Him knowing (Violet struggles with this); ‘H’s are capitalized when referring to God; Obed isn’t sure if he believes in God (*Spoiler* Halfway through, God talks to him and he prays for Jesus to take and cleanse him; he feels the difference and God talks to him *End of Spoiler*); Many, many mentions of God, Jesus, His sacrifice for us, seeing the Lord, being called by Him, & being a child of God; Many mentions of prayers & praying (including a mention of Obed thinking that Violet wasn’t praying in English one time); Mentions of Bibles & Bible reading; Mentions of those & events in the Bible; Mentions of Heaven & knowing you’re going there when you die; Mentions of sins, sinners, & living sinfully; A few mentions of faiths; A few mentions of miracles; A couple mentions of the Lord sometimes opening people’s eyes to future events (called “spiritual sight”); A couple mentions of godsends; A couple mentions of churches & religions; A mention of going to churches that have “a ceremony of pomps, scripts, and elaborate folding of hands”;
             *Note: Violet says that every Kingsman she’s met was evil or some varying shade of it; Mentions of evil men, a man’s evil eyes, evil plans, evil intentions, & the evil in someone; Mentions of hell (the possibility of “all hell [breaking] loose”, fighting “like hell”, wanting to “bring down hell” upon someone, a “hellish moment”, a fire being like “a taste of hell”, pain like “hell fire”, not knowing “what hell exists” for someone, and someone forcing a “living hell” upon his people); A mention of a man being like “a demon from the pit of burning fire”; A mention of a demon inside of someone; A mention of Violet thinking that if a room “burned as hot as her soul did, then [the people in the room] would all burn in hellfire”; A mention of someone looking at another like they’re a ghost or just sprouted horns. 
 
 
Negative Content- Minor cussing including: a ‘hang it all’, an ‘idiot’, a ‘manure’ (said like a curse), a ‘shut up’, a ‘what in tarnation’, a ‘what the devil’, and four forms of ‘stupid’; Mentions of curses & cursing (a couple by Violet (who was ashamed she knew them and said them), said not written); A bit of sarcasm; Being held at knife-point (barely-above-not-detailed); Fighting & being hit and slapped (both Violet and Obed, up to semi-detailed); Lots of Pain, Injuries, Blood/Bleeding, & Passing out (up to semi-detailed); A fire, burns, & pain (semi-detailed); Recalling seeing the hanging of a loved one (blunt, semi-detailed) & grieving; Recalling an accident & pain (up to semi-detailed); Violet wonders at one point after a lot of pain, that “wouldn’t it just be easier to end it all?” (she’s told not to think like that and this leads into a discussion about God and Him knowing everything); Violet’s grandmother slips into old memories at times & is very confused (this is incredibly hard on Violet); Violet has few panic attacks & anxiety attacks; Violet lies that Obed is her cousin for the sake of their safety & also keeps from him anything she knows about his past; Many mentions of executions (hangings), being killed, & punishments from the government (including harsh beatings and being put into the stocks, up to semi-detailed); Many mentions of pain, injuries, being choked, broken bones, & blood/bleeding (up to semi-detailed); Mentions of an assassination attempt & believing a body to have been eaten by wild animals (barely-above-not-detailed); Mentions of someone being poisoned & dying; Mentions of a possible death & dead body (barely-above-not-detailed); Mentions of a child being beaten by the kingsmen and becoming crippled; Mentions of wars, battles, & fighting; Mentions of slavery & slaves; Mentions of someone being held at knife-point & blood; Mentions of a fire & injuries (semi-detailed); Mentions of threats of violence & killing; Mentions of prison; Mentions of alcohol, drinking, drunks, & pubs; Mentions of lies & lying; Mentions of rumors; Mentions of nightmares; Mentions of a kitten that was killed by a kingsman in front of it’s owner (a child, barely-above-not-detailed); Mentions of manure & the smell of waste (barely-above-not-detailed); A few mentions of a country doing raids to “steal women, children, & helpless men”; A few mentions of treason; A few mentions of thieves & stealing; A few mentions of hatred; A few mentions of vomit & throwing up; A couple mentions of a possible kidnapping & ransom; A couple mentions of taking substances that altered your mind (Obed); A couple mentions of a horse being abused by it’s rider (barely-above-not-detailed); A mention of the sound of swords meeting flesh (barely-above-not-detailed); A mention of someone being ran out of a place & to be killed like a dog; A mention of being trapped “like a deer in a snare”; A mention of the smell of dead fish (barely-above-not-detailed).
 
 
Sexual Content- Two top-of-the-head kisses (one being friendly), a forehead kiss, an almost kiss (semi-detailed), and two semi-detailed kisses (one from a dream of a past event); Wanting to kiss someone (barely-above-not-detailed); Touches, Embraces, & Hand Holding (barely-above-not-detailed); Wanting to touch, embrace, & hold hands; Blushes; Noticing (barely-above-not-detailed); A Kingsman implies that if Violet sleeps with him, her debts will be paid (when she rejects him, he says that he may still get what he wants and that if she doesn’t pay, he’ll take what he wants with or without her permission; it’s blatantly hinted at what he means, but the words ‘sleep with’ or anything similar is not actually said); Kingsmen act suggestive to Violet & leer at her lustfully (this happens three times, including one trying to get her to kiss him & the others roughly pulling and pushing her and touching her cheek while talking to her in a suggestive tone, barely-above-not-detailed); Obed has a remembering/dream of a party & pulling a woman onto his lap for a kiss and playing with her hair (barely-above-not-detailed) & another of women at his feet and one in his lap playing with his hair and kisses her (it’s said that her breath on his cheek filled “him with pleasure”, that he recalling it, “felt the enjoyment of the moment but also felt repulsed”, border-line barely-above-not-detailed // semi-detailed); A few mentions of Violet not being touched by a man (it’s said that “he could have had his way and wrecked her if he had been given the slightest chance. Which, clearly, the Lord wasn’t allowing.”); A few mentions of a man bringing up of when Obed used to lust over everything and anything & him seducing many women; A couple mentions of woman being assaulted (no details, another mention of a girl being found “beaten and worse”); A couple mentions of kisses; A couple mentions of Violet’s purity (one said in a mocking tone); A mention of men whistling at Violet; A mention of a life turning into parties, women, & debauchery; Love, falling in love, & the emotions;
             *Note: A couple mentions of a mother & (stillborn) baby dying (Violet’s family); A mention of some women’s dresses being revealing and lewd.
 
-Violet Frell
-Obed
                                P.O.V. switches between them
                                               Historical/Fantasy
                                                        374 pages

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Pre Teens-
New Teens- 
 
Early High School Teens-
Older High School Teens-
My personal Rating- 
 
{Lower the ratings a full star for those sensitive to mentions of men having their way with women &/or animal death.}

What a fascinating novel. The characters, the world building, the setting. Just everything had me so intrigued and wanting to know more.

I had high hopes for this novel and it pretty much knock it out of the park. There was such good substance to this plot—it was not heavily focused on the romance, but on their faiths and doing the right and good thing for others. The romance elements were sweet and not on the physical side at all, which I so appreciated. The faith content was just spectacular, it held and weaved this book and the plot together so well.

I don’t know what else to say, this book quickly pulled me in and I didn’t want to set it down to do anything else. Two of my favorite tropes (amnesia and hidden identity) were important to the story and had me so curious in what would happen next.

There are some mentions of men leering at Violet and wanting to have their way with her, but nothing goes beyond that. Another few mentions of the death of a child’s pet that might be hard for some readers, so please take note of both of those parts. Violet also struggles with panic attacks at times and a mention of wondering about ending it all that could be triggering for those with suicidal thoughts. Elsewise, I would consider this book to be clean and could be interesting for readers 16+, depending on the girl.

 
 
See y’all on Friday with a new review!


*BFCG may (Read the review to see) recommend this book by this author. It does not mean I recommend all the books by this author.